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18 years ago
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QUIIIZ
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A - Available?: Yes :(
A - Age: 22
A - Annoyance: Arrogance, Hypocrisy
B - Best Friends?: Spiderfox, Rowan (den mother), Shapes The Silver (alpha female), Blackgrim (alpha's mate), Taxifox, Paul, Mikey (not furry), Fennec Wolfox, Becca-chan.
B - Bar: set higher, and higher, and higher @_@
B - Birthday?: 07/21/1985
C - Crush: TOO MANY TO COUNT ;_;
C - Car: Cassandra! My Gold 1996 Toyota Camry LE! <3
C - Cat: Three too many, but they're not mine >_> Kona belongs to Alpha Female, Harley belongs to Alpha's Mate, and Othello belongs to Den Mother.
D - Dead Pets Name(s): My parents' cat, Zipper. Also: one hamster in the sixth grade :( I'll never forgive myself.
D - Dad's Name: Mike.
D - Dog(s): None...
E - Easiest person to talk to: There are three people. I can't really narrow it down to one person, because it seems like ... it's been several lifetimes, several entirely different sets of circumstances that made more difference than I can have any hope of enumerating. I guess, though, that I should likely start with the most profound end of the spectrum and work my way back:
... Before there was ANYONE else who ever cared about me, especially in-person, there was k-san, or as she was known among the cabal I hung out with, the den mother of the HCC gaming club. Also whom I will always consider the heart and soul of The Come-Again Players, the best rocky horror performers I'll ever have the pleasure of knowing. Even though there are people I'm sort of close to today, there's no one I was quite as close to as her, before OR since. She was the only person I could just walk up to and *hug*, anytime, no matter what... IRL. We used to pile onto the couch in the gaming club; I could tell we stuck out amid all the others because there was no one else I could approach like that. There's still no one else like that now. I get too self-conscious... In fact, she is the reason I know I even -like- being close to people, even though I'm too timid today to ever try it wholeheartedly again. The woman I refer to as the 'modern day' den-mother (Rowan) gained the title because that's really what she was for the house. This is the den I am living in, and she was the mother of it. But she doesn't replace MY den-mother. There are some places in your heart that can't be filled by anybody else.
Now, as far as modern day den-mother, Rowan is someone I've shared more things with than I really feel comfortable with o.o she knows things that I never intended anybody to hear, but I said them, and just as you cannot unshoot an arrow, nor unspill your wine, you cannot unspeak your words; and it's worked out so far, so how can I regret? By now... It's hard to imagine anything that I can say that would go any farther than anything that's already jumped out... So generally, we're ... quite honest to eachother about things >_> it's an interesting connection that I can't exactly describe, but she acknowledges that it's there, too.
Lastly... there's Becca-chan. I knew her since high school. She was with me for years and years and years... how can I ever keep anything from her? I didn't. I honestly can't. She knew me better than anyone, especially me, and sometimes I think she still might... I even HOPE she still might... because I liked who I was near her o.o she was one of the major contributors to the foundation on which I built my entire personality. I used to call her my favorite bad influence :D oh man, the inside jokes we've got. Anthrax Bananas, possessed furbies, aliens that play hockey, PINK FUZZY PANTS, the bleached bones of tom green. I will never, ever forget @_@
...moving on,
E - Eggs: Soft Boiled ^_^
E - Email: mtd.mobius[at]gmail.com if you didn't see it the first time.
F - Favorite color?: PURPLE!! :D
F - Food: Chinese, artery-clogging heat-stopping DEATH on a bun (or in a wrap)--I find a kind of zen in eating things that dramatically decrease my lifespan: Here in my hand, I hold what were once the final three hours of my life.
F - Foreign Slang: Various snarls, growls, barks, and murfs. My slang escapes human boundary :D
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: WORMS, especially sour and VERY soft--! Mmmmmmmm...
G - God: Oh, it's out there. We can call it whatever we want, but it doesn't change the fact that we EXIST, and accepting the fact of 'is' may very well BE the base foundation for all that we know as SANITY. Which really isn't a very good foundation AT ALL--but that's how ALL of life is. Get used to it.
G - Good Times: Right Now. NOW.
H - Hair Color: Brown. BROWN. ...brown.
H - Height: 6'2"
H - Happy: OH MY GOD YES and PLEASE don't let me forget! :D I have an AWESOME LIFE that I wouldn't trade for anything!
I - Ice Cream: Mint chocolate chip, chocolate chip cookie dough, chocolate peanut butter cup annnnd... sherbet. ANY KIND. ESPECIALLY rainbow O_O
I - Instrument: Piano. I would love to play piano again... *wistful sigh*
I - Idol: All of my friends are role models for me in some small way. Each one is a patron of a various aspect which I particularly appreciate. I think there's even one whose patron aspect is the lack of patron aspect >_> funnily enough, that friend is NOT the patron friend of rationality paradox O.o
J - Jewelry: I collect wolf head pendants. I have several made of silver and one made of carved bone. I will spend up to 70 dollars on one in a single moment o.o I could really use that 70 now, but I will NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER give up that pendant. EVAR *HISS!*
J - Job: Banker. Call center division.
J - Jokes: What do you call a deer with no eyes?
"I-have-no-I-dee-ar"
K - Kids: Nope. I hope I can live without them indefinitely.
K - Karate: Nah. Too much of a pussy.
K - Kung Fu: See above. I'm a pacifist.
L - Love: I don't think I'll know what love really is until it lasts forever o.o
L - Longest Car Ride: 18 and a half hours! wait... do busses even count?
L - Lipstick or Chapstick: Usually neither, but i'll use chapstick if I REALLY need it bad.
M - Milk Flavor: STRAWBERRY... or... ORANGE O_O OH GODS have you SEEN IT!? It's... so beautiful...
M - Mother's Name: Carol
M - Movie Last Watched: Beowulf IN 3-D. It was actually pretty good!
N - Number of Siblings: 1 half-sister, by mother.
N - Northern or Southern: I was northern. Now I live in the Mid-Atlantic united states, what the northerners call south, and what the southerners call "over there". I think I like being an over-there-ian.
N - Name: Stoney!
O - One Wish: to never, ever be a burden on anyone I love ever again. I want to support the people I care about, not weigh them down... It haunts me continuously.
O - One Phobia?: ... being absolutely alone with nobody that I can ever trust or love.
O - Otter Pop: Zanzibar Turquoise.
P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Married!
P - Part of your appearance you like best: Glasses ^_^
P - Part of your personality you like best: GENEROSITY :D and patience, when I remember to use it!
Q - Quick or Slow?: SLLLLOOOOOOW ;_;
Q - Queer or Straight?: Straight.
Q - Queen or King?: ... I'll be honest with you. Queen. WEEEE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, MY FREEEINDS...!
R - Reason to smile: My roommates.
R - Reality TV Show: Oh gods no, please no, NEVER, NOOOOOOOOoooooo....
R - Right or Left: Right
S - Song Last Heard: It has no name, no author, no particular style or theme...but it's always playing, it never stops, never rests, never repeats... it is my head x.x and sometimes I wish it WOULD.
S - Season: Fall makes me sad but I love it anyway.
S - Series: Space Opera of any kind for teh win. Especially doctor who.
T - Time you woke up: 8am. Days that I have to work, 7am-ish
T - Time Now: 1:22 am
T - Time for bed: in ten minutes.
U - Unknown: almost everything.
U - Unicorns: Everywhere you can't see them.
U - You are?: Amazed, thrilled, and disappointed, at everything, at once.
V - Vegetable you hate: ...beets. To be honest, I just don't like beets.
V - Vegetable you love: Carrots, Broccoli, Celery, Corn. That'll do it for me ^_^
V - View on Politics: Direct Democracy is the manifest destiny of sentient society. YOU CAN NOT STOP IT. It is already taking root. Just you WAIT. in 2023, Google will be releasing iGovern, and on THAT MOMENT, the power will be as much in your hands as it in mine, and EVERYONE else's. Prepare.
W- Worst Habit: Overspending, especially on food. I want to go back to my ramen diet.
W- Where are you going to travel next: Likely, I'll be visiting new york city again, or even Massachusetts to visit my family. Someday. Someday...
W- What's up?: Everything that matters, because in the end, nothing on this dustspeck world does...
X - X-Rays: NEAT-O! *creepy voice* I can see THRROOOOOUUUGH YOOOOUUU~~!!
X - X-Rated: YUMMY :D
X - XYZ: easy as abc, 123, do re mi, baby, you and me!
Y - Year you were born: 1985
Y - Year it is now: 2007
Y - Yellow?: RIGHT NOW. Today is a yellow day ^_^ (credits to den mother!)
Z - Zoo Animal: TIGERS!
Z - Zodiac: Cancer.
Z - Zoolander?: Never saw it. Never CARED to...
Aaaand that's it.
QUIIIZ
!!!!!!!!!!
A - Available?: Yes :(
A - Age: 22
A - Annoyance: Arrogance, Hypocrisy
B - Best Friends?: Spiderfox, Rowan (den mother), Shapes The Silver (alpha female), Blackgrim (alpha's mate), Taxifox, Paul, Mikey (not furry), Fennec Wolfox, Becca-chan.
B - Bar: set higher, and higher, and higher @_@
B - Birthday?: 07/21/1985
C - Crush: TOO MANY TO COUNT ;_;
C - Car: Cassandra! My Gold 1996 Toyota Camry LE! <3
C - Cat: Three too many, but they're not mine >_> Kona belongs to Alpha Female, Harley belongs to Alpha's Mate, and Othello belongs to Den Mother.
D - Dead Pets Name(s): My parents' cat, Zipper. Also: one hamster in the sixth grade :( I'll never forgive myself.
D - Dad's Name: Mike.
D - Dog(s): None...
E - Easiest person to talk to: There are three people. I can't really narrow it down to one person, because it seems like ... it's been several lifetimes, several entirely different sets of circumstances that made more difference than I can have any hope of enumerating. I guess, though, that I should likely start with the most profound end of the spectrum and work my way back:
... Before there was ANYONE else who ever cared about me, especially in-person, there was k-san, or as she was known among the cabal I hung out with, the den mother of the HCC gaming club. Also whom I will always consider the heart and soul of The Come-Again Players, the best rocky horror performers I'll ever have the pleasure of knowing. Even though there are people I'm sort of close to today, there's no one I was quite as close to as her, before OR since. She was the only person I could just walk up to and *hug*, anytime, no matter what... IRL. We used to pile onto the couch in the gaming club; I could tell we stuck out amid all the others because there was no one else I could approach like that. There's still no one else like that now. I get too self-conscious... In fact, she is the reason I know I even -like- being close to people, even though I'm too timid today to ever try it wholeheartedly again. The woman I refer to as the 'modern day' den-mother (Rowan) gained the title because that's really what she was for the house. This is the den I am living in, and she was the mother of it. But she doesn't replace MY den-mother. There are some places in your heart that can't be filled by anybody else.
Now, as far as modern day den-mother, Rowan is someone I've shared more things with than I really feel comfortable with o.o she knows things that I never intended anybody to hear, but I said them, and just as you cannot unshoot an arrow, nor unspill your wine, you cannot unspeak your words; and it's worked out so far, so how can I regret? By now... It's hard to imagine anything that I can say that would go any farther than anything that's already jumped out... So generally, we're ... quite honest to eachother about things >_> it's an interesting connection that I can't exactly describe, but she acknowledges that it's there, too.
Lastly... there's Becca-chan. I knew her since high school. She was with me for years and years and years... how can I ever keep anything from her? I didn't. I honestly can't. She knew me better than anyone, especially me, and sometimes I think she still might... I even HOPE she still might... because I liked who I was near her o.o she was one of the major contributors to the foundation on which I built my entire personality. I used to call her my favorite bad influence :D oh man, the inside jokes we've got. Anthrax Bananas, possessed furbies, aliens that play hockey, PINK FUZZY PANTS, the bleached bones of tom green. I will never, ever forget @_@
...moving on,
E - Eggs: Soft Boiled ^_^
E - Email: mtd.mobius[at]gmail.com if you didn't see it the first time.
F - Favorite color?: PURPLE!! :D
F - Food: Chinese, artery-clogging heat-stopping DEATH on a bun (or in a wrap)--I find a kind of zen in eating things that dramatically decrease my lifespan: Here in my hand, I hold what were once the final three hours of my life.
F - Foreign Slang: Various snarls, growls, barks, and murfs. My slang escapes human boundary :D
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: WORMS, especially sour and VERY soft--! Mmmmmmmm...
G - God: Oh, it's out there. We can call it whatever we want, but it doesn't change the fact that we EXIST, and accepting the fact of 'is' may very well BE the base foundation for all that we know as SANITY. Which really isn't a very good foundation AT ALL--but that's how ALL of life is. Get used to it.
G - Good Times: Right Now. NOW.
H - Hair Color: Brown. BROWN. ...brown.
H - Height: 6'2"
H - Happy: OH MY GOD YES and PLEASE don't let me forget! :D I have an AWESOME LIFE that I wouldn't trade for anything!
I - Ice Cream: Mint chocolate chip, chocolate chip cookie dough, chocolate peanut butter cup annnnd... sherbet. ANY KIND. ESPECIALLY rainbow O_O
I - Instrument: Piano. I would love to play piano again... *wistful sigh*
I - Idol: All of my friends are role models for me in some small way. Each one is a patron of a various aspect which I particularly appreciate. I think there's even one whose patron aspect is the lack of patron aspect >_> funnily enough, that friend is NOT the patron friend of rationality paradox O.o
J - Jewelry: I collect wolf head pendants. I have several made of silver and one made of carved bone. I will spend up to 70 dollars on one in a single moment o.o I could really use that 70 now, but I will NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER give up that pendant. EVAR *HISS!*
J - Job: Banker. Call center division.
J - Jokes: What do you call a deer with no eyes?
"I-have-no-I-dee-ar"
K - Kids: Nope. I hope I can live without them indefinitely.
K - Karate: Nah. Too much of a pussy.
K - Kung Fu: See above. I'm a pacifist.
L - Love: I don't think I'll know what love really is until it lasts forever o.o
L - Longest Car Ride: 18 and a half hours! wait... do busses even count?
L - Lipstick or Chapstick: Usually neither, but i'll use chapstick if I REALLY need it bad.
M - Milk Flavor: STRAWBERRY... or... ORANGE O_O OH GODS have you SEEN IT!? It's... so beautiful...
M - Mother's Name: Carol
M - Movie Last Watched: Beowulf IN 3-D. It was actually pretty good!
N - Number of Siblings: 1 half-sister, by mother.
N - Northern or Southern: I was northern. Now I live in the Mid-Atlantic united states, what the northerners call south, and what the southerners call "over there". I think I like being an over-there-ian.
N - Name: Stoney!
O - One Wish: to never, ever be a burden on anyone I love ever again. I want to support the people I care about, not weigh them down... It haunts me continuously.
O - One Phobia?: ... being absolutely alone with nobody that I can ever trust or love.
O - Otter Pop: Zanzibar Turquoise.
P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Married!
P - Part of your appearance you like best: Glasses ^_^
P - Part of your personality you like best: GENEROSITY :D and patience, when I remember to use it!
Q - Quick or Slow?: SLLLLOOOOOOW ;_;
Q - Queer or Straight?: Straight.
Q - Queen or King?: ... I'll be honest with you. Queen. WEEEE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, MY FREEEINDS...!
R - Reason to smile: My roommates.
R - Reality TV Show: Oh gods no, please no, NEVER, NOOOOOOOOoooooo....
R - Right or Left: Right
S - Song Last Heard: It has no name, no author, no particular style or theme...but it's always playing, it never stops, never rests, never repeats... it is my head x.x and sometimes I wish it WOULD.
S - Season: Fall makes me sad but I love it anyway.
S - Series: Space Opera of any kind for teh win. Especially doctor who.
T - Time you woke up: 8am. Days that I have to work, 7am-ish
T - Time Now: 1:22 am
T - Time for bed: in ten minutes.
U - Unknown: almost everything.
U - Unicorns: Everywhere you can't see them.
U - You are?: Amazed, thrilled, and disappointed, at everything, at once.
V - Vegetable you hate: ...beets. To be honest, I just don't like beets.
V - Vegetable you love: Carrots, Broccoli, Celery, Corn. That'll do it for me ^_^
V - View on Politics: Direct Democracy is the manifest destiny of sentient society. YOU CAN NOT STOP IT. It is already taking root. Just you WAIT. in 2023, Google will be releasing iGovern, and on THAT MOMENT, the power will be as much in your hands as it in mine, and EVERYONE else's. Prepare.
W- Worst Habit: Overspending, especially on food. I want to go back to my ramen diet.
W- Where are you going to travel next: Likely, I'll be visiting new york city again, or even Massachusetts to visit my family. Someday. Someday...
W- What's up?: Everything that matters, because in the end, nothing on this dustspeck world does...
X - X-Rays: NEAT-O! *creepy voice* I can see THRROOOOOUUUGH YOOOOUUU~~!!
X - X-Rated: YUMMY :D
X - XYZ: easy as abc, 123, do re mi, baby, you and me!
Y - Year you were born: 1985
Y - Year it is now: 2007
Y - Yellow?: RIGHT NOW. Today is a yellow day ^_^ (credits to den mother!)
Z - Zoo Animal: TIGERS!
Z - Zodiac: Cancer.
Z - Zoolander?: Never saw it. Never CARED to...
Aaaand that's it.
but i'm fixing it! I wish I got to talk to you more :(