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Today Nihil exists two years!
14 years ago
Dear watchers,
Which calls for an celebration!
Well...no not really... I'm still here in belgium, coming home the 5th so no art or anything special I can do =_=
Anyway! why is this special? wellllll most of the teenage angsty-kids above and under my age always change their fursona once a month or so.
I used to be like that.
When I started taking art more serious I mostly drew myself as a standard anime-looking fox and anything between that and a sucky human.
I was called Spirit by then.
I can't find any pics of her...LUCKILY.
After that I got to know about fursuits and saw these REALLY difficult looking markings and wanted something like that.
Because I just tried to draw digital I only used the basic colour-board-palette-thing.
Wanted to make a unique, personal and natural looking character, but I failed.
It also explains my deviantart name 'hoyuty', "husky coyote", I NEVER ever explained that online so here ya go...X]
I created the design when I had this Gorillaz-phase and had a kind of crush on 2-D.
So yeah...
I do have pics of her, but since I'm not on my own computer it's hard to show.
AND THEN, I went to a gray-phase, only using white, grey and black.
It was a 'dwolg' dog/wolf.
She got updates for getting more green-things and blablabla.
I had her for a loooong time.
Then I got this fuzzy dragonlike thing, Spirit.
I had her for....I think...well a LONG year.
She was a monster and anthro-only.
I still have a wip-fursuit of her and still love her but...she just didn't feel like how I am now, she was all evil and angsty.
I miiight make a journal with pics of my old fursonas XD
If people are interested.
Or I'll redraw 'em again.
But now! I got a fursona that really feels like me.
That'd be because I tried to make the exact me as a canine creature, and it feels just like me.
Created her on august the 8th 2009, with lots of songs from 'passion pit' 'jeffrey star' and the song 'teenage dirtbag', eheh.
I'm happy with her.
And she did change too through these two years ^^
I'll make a drawing of it.
The name 'nihil' comes from the word 'nihil' which means 'nothing' 'a low chance' 'nil', and...when I created her there was this whole sparkledog thing going on, and I wanted my own character to be just simple and not....like an explosion, so....I AM Nihil ^^
TL;DNR: Nihil is created exactly two years ago and I had many fursonas before but this time I got her the longest and I hope I won't get sick of her for a long long time!
This was probably a huge waste of time to you all, but I am not responsible for how you spend your day.
So if you don't like long stories, get away from your computer for a change and get a job instead of making crappy faux-fur-tails for your living~
Well...no not really... I'm still here in belgium, coming home the 5th so no art or anything special I can do =_=
Anyway! why is this special? wellllll most of the teenage angsty-kids above and under my age always change their fursona once a month or so.
I used to be like that.
When I started taking art more serious I mostly drew myself as a standard anime-looking fox and anything between that and a sucky human.
I was called Spirit by then.
I can't find any pics of her...LUCKILY.
After that I got to know about fursuits and saw these REALLY difficult looking markings and wanted something like that.
Because I just tried to draw digital I only used the basic colour-board-palette-thing.
Wanted to make a unique, personal and natural looking character, but I failed.
It also explains my deviantart name 'hoyuty', "husky coyote", I NEVER ever explained that online so here ya go...X]
I created the design when I had this Gorillaz-phase and had a kind of crush on 2-D.
So yeah...
I do have pics of her, but since I'm not on my own computer it's hard to show.
AND THEN, I went to a gray-phase, only using white, grey and black.
It was a 'dwolg' dog/wolf.
She got updates for getting more green-things and blablabla.
I had her for a loooong time.
Then I got this fuzzy dragonlike thing, Spirit.
I had her for....I think...well a LONG year.
She was a monster and anthro-only.
I still have a wip-fursuit of her and still love her but...she just didn't feel like how I am now, she was all evil and angsty.
I miiight make a journal with pics of my old fursonas XD
If people are interested.
Or I'll redraw 'em again.
But now! I got a fursona that really feels like me.
That'd be because I tried to make the exact me as a canine creature, and it feels just like me.
Created her on august the 8th 2009, with lots of songs from 'passion pit' 'jeffrey star' and the song 'teenage dirtbag', eheh.
I'm happy with her.
And she did change too through these two years ^^
I'll make a drawing of it.
The name 'nihil' comes from the word 'nihil' which means 'nothing' 'a low chance' 'nil', and...when I created her there was this whole sparkledog thing going on, and I wanted my own character to be just simple and not....like an explosion, so....I AM Nihil ^^
TL;DNR: Nihil is created exactly two years ago and I had many fursonas before but this time I got her the longest and I hope I won't get sick of her for a long long time!
This was probably a huge waste of time to you all, but I am not responsible for how you spend your day.
So if you don't like long stories, get away from your computer for a change and get a job instead of making crappy faux-fur-tails for your living~
My fursona,
<- pictured here (orange kitsune for those future-lookers)
has been with me for as long as I remember. He was my first true fursona. But.. then I started to not feel entirely comfortable with him. I'm still not entirely sure what my definite fursona is going to turn out to be but I'm slowly migrating to a kitty. c: