Yes I know its a bit dramatic but right now I am at a lost for words for a better title! I know I dont have many watchers and those who do watch might not even read this and honestly I dont blame them. I know im not a "full time fur" but I am a "full time supporter" In the 3-4years I have been here I went from a watcher to someones mate that thousands of FAers know to being a no one to a supporter and now I honestly dont know! I still and always will support but other then that I just dont know. Most people who know me know I take alot of crap! Right now I just dont know what to do and sadly I dont really have friends close to me who can understand or relate. My good friend  snowmoonstone and I have talked about some things recently but not everything as we both dont get to visit that much these days due to our busy lives! I am dateing someone but they aint very active in my life these days and im not fully sure why. I dont get along with family and my best friend and I aint on the best of terms right now so I am truly at a lost. I dont really want to get into to many details on here as its not really FA related but I needed a place to see if I could reach out to anyone willing to talk that might be able to help me sort through things! Thank you everyone who does still watch me and my contact info should show on my profile but if not and willing to talk leave a comment and let me know