Ever since I have been more acting like myself and not caring i have been feeling better.
A couple days ago we went to ocean world and I ended up answering all the questions the guide was saying almost before they where saying it. Noticing he was getting annoyed I walked over to my friend and told her random facts about the creatures.

I've been feeling really good about myself lately. I still have to do doctors appointments and tomorrow I'll be talking to the disability people for my other problems.
I'm really smart on some things. Even more so more clearly online.
I tend to be more misunderstood offline due to, everything in my brain doesn't come out of my mouth like i can type everything online.

I normally nap three to four times a day due to the stress my body goes through. I haven't held back anything from hand twitching. cloth tugging, head tilting petting soft things, random impulses, random loud noises and closing my hands over my ears to stop the loud noises and its been feeling fantastic.

I still have been getting really bad headaches but they haven't lasted as long as they used to. They still hurt pretty badly but I'm glad more and more of my family is being understanding and reasonable about me being truthful to them.

I have two voices that i do. One for strangers/when I'm serious and one for home and just being me. I sound more 'normal' when i talk to strangers than with family and more childish when I'm with family cause I'm more comfortable.

I have a bad slur at most times and sound like a five year old but I like being able to hear my real voice then a forced voice.