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14 years ago
I feel like a terrible person cuz I never finish anything quickly for people *sobs* I know it hasn't been long enough to feel terrible yet, but I keep drawing things for myself when I have things I should be doing *sobs more*
In other news, my kitty actually doesn't seem so bad, I was just being... me. :I She's actually shit-tons better than she was the last time I brought her to the vet. She hasn't been trembling since the first dose of the meds they gave to her, and she coughs maybe twice a day :I I guess fluctuating energy kind of makes sense for when you're recovering from an infection, and I keep looking at her eyes, and they're clear, no green gunk all day. I just saw a tiny speck last night and flipped out cuz she woke me up by smelling my mouth. But I had had lobster rolls, so she might just like that smell too :I *fail*
I'm just... feeling a little not okay lately. Very upset, lots of not feeling like I'm appreciated, lots of never wanting to see a young cat die again. Lots of family stuff that has been bothering me more and more.
But in good news, I am talking to my dad again. For the first time in 11 years and all. He got my address and wants to send me a headset for my PS3 so we can chat and play games together, though he probs plays games I don't play and will be very bad at lol.
In the meantime, I'm trying to work on all of my owed art. ;n; Because I'm a terrible person, working on my own stuff. It's like having homework and going to the beach instead. Except I hate the beach.
In other news, my kitty actually doesn't seem so bad, I was just being... me. :I She's actually shit-tons better than she was the last time I brought her to the vet. She hasn't been trembling since the first dose of the meds they gave to her, and she coughs maybe twice a day :I I guess fluctuating energy kind of makes sense for when you're recovering from an infection, and I keep looking at her eyes, and they're clear, no green gunk all day. I just saw a tiny speck last night and flipped out cuz she woke me up by smelling my mouth. But I had had lobster rolls, so she might just like that smell too :I *fail*
I'm just... feeling a little not okay lately. Very upset, lots of not feeling like I'm appreciated, lots of never wanting to see a young cat die again. Lots of family stuff that has been bothering me more and more.
But in good news, I am talking to my dad again. For the first time in 11 years and all. He got my address and wants to send me a headset for my PS3 so we can chat and play games together, though he probs plays games I don't play and will be very bad at lol.
In the meantime, I'm trying to work on all of my owed art. ;n; Because I'm a terrible person, working on my own stuff. It's like having homework and going to the beach instead. Except I hate the beach.
I find that if I want to draw my stuff, but have a ton of request and end up not drawing the stuff I want... I end up having a week gap of absolutely no drawing until I feel I can focus on those requests. Where as if I drew what I wanted and got it out of my system, I could have moved on to the art I owed much quicker, without having huge time lapses of doing absolutely nothing.