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Tired and packing and ranting all at the same time.
14 years ago
Off to Majorca next week for a break with me safety squirrel. I need the break so bad.
For the first time I've gone through all the 1775 submissions that have accumulated from the people I watch and gosh, i've now actually favourited some of them. Which is rare for me to be honest.
I'm glad I can see people progress over time and am thankful for everyone who puts the effort in to create something that I particularly find beautiful. Even if the people themselves don't see it the way I do.
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I said something today that makes me feel bad as a person. I said I bitch about everyone.
And I do.
I don't understand why I feel bad. I bitch so I can let off steam and find that a good old bitch session helps me build better relationships, cause after i moan about traits/habits/silly things that have happened, I can relax and feel glad I know the person enough to spend time with them and feel happy.
I need that venting to give me a chance to say, ok I've spewed all of the bad out that has got it's way into my head through irritance or jealousy or frustration, I can now let that go and forget about it because it's trivial.
But everyone pisses me off sometimes. I'll be honest, there are few people who I haven't been totally riled up about after getting to know them well enough. But even with all the bad things I come out with, if I disliked you, I wouldn't make an effort to talk yo you, now would I? Or pay attention when you speak. Or notice you. I don't see the point on wasting time on people I don't like.
Something else I said today. I don't like liars. So if you look down on me for having a bitch session or feel offended, just take a look at yourself. You do it too. Very few of you can say you haven't had a bitch session at one point or another about me, or someone else.
I know I have my flaws. Hell I'm even proud of some of em. Like my constant back tracking to an original subject in conversations to an original point that bno-one is interested in. And how I stutter sometimes.
But ya, I obviously I feel mighty guilty that I've slagged everyone off at one point or another if I know yas well enough to, but thems the breaks.
And no, I won't be telling anyone what I've said about them. Cause without yer flaws/habits/whatever, ya wouldn't be you. And I want the whole package.
SO after trying to clean my conscience and feel better about myself, I'm done my little rant and leaving yas all pondering what this crazy bitch has been saying.
Much love,
Miku.
For the first time I've gone through all the 1775 submissions that have accumulated from the people I watch and gosh, i've now actually favourited some of them. Which is rare for me to be honest.
I'm glad I can see people progress over time and am thankful for everyone who puts the effort in to create something that I particularly find beautiful. Even if the people themselves don't see it the way I do.
...
I said something today that makes me feel bad as a person. I said I bitch about everyone.
And I do.
I don't understand why I feel bad. I bitch so I can let off steam and find that a good old bitch session helps me build better relationships, cause after i moan about traits/habits/silly things that have happened, I can relax and feel glad I know the person enough to spend time with them and feel happy.
I need that venting to give me a chance to say, ok I've spewed all of the bad out that has got it's way into my head through irritance or jealousy or frustration, I can now let that go and forget about it because it's trivial.
But everyone pisses me off sometimes. I'll be honest, there are few people who I haven't been totally riled up about after getting to know them well enough. But even with all the bad things I come out with, if I disliked you, I wouldn't make an effort to talk yo you, now would I? Or pay attention when you speak. Or notice you. I don't see the point on wasting time on people I don't like.
Something else I said today. I don't like liars. So if you look down on me for having a bitch session or feel offended, just take a look at yourself. You do it too. Very few of you can say you haven't had a bitch session at one point or another about me, or someone else.
I know I have my flaws. Hell I'm even proud of some of em. Like my constant back tracking to an original subject in conversations to an original point that bno-one is interested in. And how I stutter sometimes.
But ya, I obviously I feel mighty guilty that I've slagged everyone off at one point or another if I know yas well enough to, but thems the breaks.
And no, I won't be telling anyone what I've said about them. Cause without yer flaws/habits/whatever, ya wouldn't be you. And I want the whole package.
SO after trying to clean my conscience and feel better about myself, I'm done my little rant and leaving yas all pondering what this crazy bitch has been saying.
Much love,
Miku.
I meant me, but it was funnier to say him. I really see where your coming from, all the time ive known you, you have always been awesome and its a real pleasure knowing you.
Lying is a great tool for ripping people apart as well as protecting yourself from something you did which I've witnessed as well as experienced (as a victim of someone lying about what someone did regarding me or someone else, because I never lie ;P), but it's used so much with some people that it comes to a point where you just don't want to listen to the bullshit anymore. People can get away with lying for life because they're good at it, just like some individuals I could point out.
Regardless, you're amazing, and we need more people like you in this world. =P xxx