Well things officialy suck for me... I left Utah to visit my family an see my little brother off to his basic training for the military... well after about 4days i get a message from my room mate.. Talon Thuderstrike... he tells me that the land lord is makin the apartment only open to 2 people...

Thunder took the new guy.. Fawlk.. as his 2nd person... i have no problem with Fawlk an i understand his situation... so its fine..

Anyways now im stuck at my parents place... when my step-dad hates me.. an my mom cant stand up to him very well... my step-dad is the overly angry an physical type of person...

so he basicly told me... to get a job... or get out...


so im freakin out tryin to find a job... also need to find an apartment soon... it only be a mater of time till we start to fight again...

witch its hard to do these when everytime my parents leave the house they force us all to go with them....

also the fact that my parents dont let any of us touch the computers around here dosnt help....

an thats my first is week being home again...

bein home again really sucks....