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Moving August 30th and feelings leading up to it
14 years ago
Well its that time of year again it seems. Moving back to a place and area I know. Things didn't work out where I am at now, so we just grow from it, and continue on.
SO August 30th is the moving date. We bring things into the truck from 10am - 1pm, and then over at the other place from 2pm to 4:30pm.
Hopefully cause I don't have that much stuff from the one place, we can have it done in that amount of time.
I am blessed to have some great friends helping. Its always nice to have more, but moving is one of those unless they want to, they won't help kinda situations.
**Read below at own risk**
Unfortunately even though its my and mates move. I can't physically help. I am side lined with my physical issues, and doc's orders in amounts to lift and such.
That does make me feel useless to say the least. So all I could do is pack things up, and then unpack them at the new place.
For those that don't know. I have Osteoarthritis, Diabetes, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Short tendon's in the feet. What that basically means is that my joints don't work well, cause me pain most of the time. The tendons in my feet are in such a state that any weight I put on my feet might make them spasm, and i would either have to sit down, or fall against wall and massage them, then limp for days as it un-tightens.
Yeah that's a lot to handle on a daily basis. So far the stuff the Doc has me on does very little to help me with my situation. I do try to do things, and walk, but can't go very far. If it wasn't for the other anti-inflammatory that was working, didn't decide to make my stomach bleed, it would have been better. Right now I feel like I am going backwards in therapy.
Some might think I am depressed about it. However I am much stronger willed then that. Just don't like the feelings of what I can do physically.
I used to be active and do things, and go places. Now I can't stand a ride of 30 min before my legs and feet act up. So no going outside Toronto anywhere for me in the near future.
I have looked at many different options, and even considered the options my Doc gave me. I was before the diabetes around 440 pounds. I am currently sitting at 315 pounds. Still need to loose 100 more. Unfortunately cause I can't run, or walk or do most weight/aerobic exercises I am kinda at a still point. A plateau if you want.
Don't know why I just put that up there, but I guess I needed to talk about it somewhere to get it out. Feels better now.
Anyway sorry for the sideline of this journal, just read it if you want.
SO August 30th is the moving date. We bring things into the truck from 10am - 1pm, and then over at the other place from 2pm to 4:30pm.
Hopefully cause I don't have that much stuff from the one place, we can have it done in that amount of time.
I am blessed to have some great friends helping. Its always nice to have more, but moving is one of those unless they want to, they won't help kinda situations.
**Read below at own risk**
Unfortunately even though its my and mates move. I can't physically help. I am side lined with my physical issues, and doc's orders in amounts to lift and such.
That does make me feel useless to say the least. So all I could do is pack things up, and then unpack them at the new place.
For those that don't know. I have Osteoarthritis, Diabetes, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Short tendon's in the feet. What that basically means is that my joints don't work well, cause me pain most of the time. The tendons in my feet are in such a state that any weight I put on my feet might make them spasm, and i would either have to sit down, or fall against wall and massage them, then limp for days as it un-tightens.
Yeah that's a lot to handle on a daily basis. So far the stuff the Doc has me on does very little to help me with my situation. I do try to do things, and walk, but can't go very far. If it wasn't for the other anti-inflammatory that was working, didn't decide to make my stomach bleed, it would have been better. Right now I feel like I am going backwards in therapy.
Some might think I am depressed about it. However I am much stronger willed then that. Just don't like the feelings of what I can do physically.
I used to be active and do things, and go places. Now I can't stand a ride of 30 min before my legs and feet act up. So no going outside Toronto anywhere for me in the near future.
I have looked at many different options, and even considered the options my Doc gave me. I was before the diabetes around 440 pounds. I am currently sitting at 315 pounds. Still need to loose 100 more. Unfortunately cause I can't run, or walk or do most weight/aerobic exercises I am kinda at a still point. A plateau if you want.
Don't know why I just put that up there, but I guess I needed to talk about it somewhere to get it out. Feels better now.
Anyway sorry for the sideline of this journal, just read it if you want.
Thad.
Heh, I have tried so many ways its getting me dizzy. Doc's choice for me is a interesting one, but its also scares me. She suggested "Stomach bypass". Cause I can't exercise properly with my legs and feet. Still thinking of the options I have seen, and what it all entails.
Thanks again.
I felt myself so weak.. I worries about you so much...I'm crying for you when I read about your pain...:'( But Where am I when you need a help? I always ask from myself... but I am so far from you...the distance...steal the time and the hope too...some way... and when I can... I pray for you...*hugs and kisses* I'm been very rarely look around there's (fa) in these days... I wish the best Dear Male...