Well...After my cousins baby died inside of her i have been feeling a little depressed and upset b.c I know when I called her to see if everyone was ok i had fucked up. I am still upset about the baby dying in her but there is nothing I can do about it...Also stuff on my mind. Like why do i even want a mate?
How am i worth one? I cannot even take care of myself let alone another person. The support would be nice but time and time again many of the people i thought their shoulder was there it wasn't when it counted and i end up falling to the ground...Lucky me right?

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Now school is tough it is finals for this semester and I have about three more semesters before i am done.

The plans I have made seems not to matter when Depression hides near me and I know that I would just upset and depress the him..

I mean that is what I am as a person, deppressive and thoughtful. Yet how can Others and myself find love is still beyond me most of the time.

I am doing the time that i have now to find myself. My porcupines as a crimson wolf with porcupine quills is appropriate i suppose. Come up behind me and u get hurt come to me to my face much less likely to get hurt...Any questions or comments just post :Pp