ok when real life situations turn bad and start to pile up i tend to take a mental vacation in a book, a tv show, or an anime series.

ALL HAVE FAILED ME THESE PAST FEW DAYS!!!

i'm in the part in my book (Awakened, the house of night series) where all the joyfully bliss scenes have just ended and the shit is about to hit the fan and one of my fave characters is probably going to be killed... AGAIN! and when i read good books i get full on sucked in so when a good character dies its like hearing an old childhood friend has died so ya i bawl like an idiot

so i decided to turn on the tv and brows.. NOTHING NEW! same all bones, dr who, phinese and ferb, and the new castles haven't started up again yet. SAD! plus no good animes on adult swim =<

so i turn off the tv and hop online. after reading my mail, going through my submissions (40% of it porn) and then get updates on ppl (everyone is having a shitty time) so after that i'm more depressed than when i first hopped on and now also a tad horny..

and then to try and escape that i go on and watch my current anime series that i'm watching online (Kaliedo Star) but the main character currently is as depressed and ill inspired as i am so ya that doesn't really help..


... so here i sit






... screw it i'm going to go watch my anime -grabs my box of tissues and gets lost in my anime-