u.u haunting dreams, are like made up memories. Events that never happened, are far off events that are to come, but why do they feel so real ? And why am I still dreaming about her ? I wonder, does she even think about ? Do I ever cross your mind ? Or is it just me ?Am I the only one ?

I'm okay during the day, and I don't think about her. But when ever I drift and fall a sleep my mind becomes vulnerable to my subconscious, and only then does her essence linger with me. I guess I deserve this, and now its my time to suffer.

Please just end it all, a heart void of emotions is worse than feeling pain. The day you tell you me you found another is the day my heart can completely disperse. But at least I'll be able to feel again, and I can start healing once more. Until then, each day is just a torment of my subconscious thoughts.