So haven't really posted about myself in a while. My earlier posts all seem very angsty and bitter. Sorry about all that. I am returning you to the more cheerful and fun loving Spike brought to by the letter "C." So anyways life has been moving pretty slow but other wise seems like its all going pretty good. I am getting ready for MFM and looking forward to another trip later next month as well.

Rainbow Tiger is doing good and seems we have a lot new staff that are really enjoying themselves and making the place there own. We have a bunch of new djs, dancers, bartenders and even a host. I have been really enjoying doing my sets with the help of Raimi. She is very good at getting people motivated about the contests. There has been a lot of people just wanting to help lately and making the place there home. That is what RT is all about. Its not about me or some image it has to hold up. Its simply about the staff and patrons that form the club. So yeah RT is doing very well. Still have some plots for rent and vendors spots open, had to throw that in hehe.

Personal life has been very interesting lately. I have stepped away from a lot of furry stuff. I deleted my FX account, my afterdark twitter account and couple other things. Just stepping back from anything sexual with furry I guess. This is partly because the past two months I have been visiting a sir. Warning this might be a bit much for you to handle hehe. Anyways, yeah I have been talking to a sir about being his pup. I have been up to see him hand full of times and taking it as it comes. I'm not moving up there anytime soon but as of yesterday, I am wearing his collar. That is right, I am now official a collared pup. Now let me make this clear about, this is not furry. He is not furry, his other pup isn't furry either.

Now for those that know me. This whole pup thing has been around for 8 years for me. I have had a sir in the past and he taught me a lot. This new sir is a lot different and its going to take time to learn everything but I"m up for the challenge and I feel very loved. The relationship is exactly what I want and need in every way. He isn't clingy but he is very interested in his pups. He has even been helping me work out some issues with colleges and pushing me towards great goals. Its sad that he has done more for my spirit, life and well being in the last month then I have gotten in a very long time. Now I don't say that out of spite towards exs. There is a couple of them I still care about very deeply. Though they didn't work out for a reason. I'm finding a lot out why that is now.

I knew I needed something like this all a long but kept trying to push for it in the furry fandom. Thinking the only people I could find would be in that fandom. Then I was trying for it in the bears. All this time it was right in front of me. I have actually talked to this person for years but never put much thought into it. Now here I am playing with a lock around my neck and actually smiling.

Not much other news outside I got a new bed and looking at new cars still. 6 months I have been car shopping and just can't settle on something I like for the price I want. I'm too much of a car guy at times. Damn wasted all the good material on the whole pup thing. Oh been enjoying Torchwood, Eureka and Thundercats lately. Waiting for the Big Bang Theory and Glee to come back on. Also been trying to catch a movie a week lately. Just enjoying seeing movie lately.

btw I do miss hanging out with local furs but at the same time, drama and stress have been way down for me. If any locals still want to hang sometime, hit me up.