By andrew Zlenka

Never in this world
Was I meant to be submissive
Yet for many years I was.

Never in this world.
Was I meant to be abusive.
Yet for many years I was.

Demons follow me.
Yet others claim
It is just misery.
A life's lesson

Call it what it may.
Does not change me.
Does not change who i am.
What am i?

Who have i changed into?
I fight those who used to love me.
I burn and cut those who hurt me.
I give up when they need me the most.
Maybe..Just maybe I am the demon?

Careless.
Unloving.
worthwhile for my own pleasure.
No-one else.
Why regret?
Why allow the pain that has consumed.
The loving soul take the rest?

Never again I have said.
Never again I have meant.
Never again will I be upset at those who hurt.
Those who hinder me again.
Take the pain you hone upon me and leave.
Never come back.

I will always miss you and regret.
But these memories of wes, of Shadowfox, of
Lucky the husky, of rylin, of Andrew the husky, of
Lost lovers that I don't even give them the credit to name.
The pain the love, the loss.
I give it back. Nothing to do but live so take the pain.
take your torment and let me live me.
I give you back your hearts.
I give you mine.
Nothing left there will be.
Withered and fallen.
I shall become the demon so many see upon me.
The deamon of sorrow, of gravity, of fire, and electricity.
Of these things I am and forever will be.
As it ever was so mote's it be-end 8/22/11 4:32pm