Excuse me for giving a shit.
14 years ago
Honestly I've been getting this a lot lately.Why the fuck are you guys so pissed off at me?Is it cause I genuinely care?Sorry,for actually want to establish a friendship with you "artists".Honestly,you're good at drawing,but you can be fucking pricks.(Not ALL artists.)Seriously,-Anonymous friend A- got so pissed off at me cause I was watching her live stream she linked on a journal and I went there and tried to lighten the mood,but instead got bitched out by 3 chicks cause I'm a guy.I don't mind if you joke around with me.Hell,I love a good joke,but don't make it personal.
If you don't like me tell me.Why the fuck do I want to waste my time with you if you don't want me around?You don't like it and neither do I.DONT WASTE MY TIME.I have better things to do than be your bitch.
Another example -Anonymous friend B- I was hanging out with another one of my favorite artists.I idolized this person.I adored their work and jumped at the chance to watch them work.Went to watch and they turn into pricks.They get on mic to talk shit about just me and how dumb I am.
Yeah,I have a learning disability.It doesn't mean I'm retarded.It just takes me longer to think sometimes.I can't type and listen to people talk at the same time either,but its like...What the fuck?I admired this person and they let me down.
Now onto today.-Anonymous friend C- posted a journal.Okay..I like reading these things...Cause honestly I LIKE TO SEE HOW THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT ARE.So they're upset about some stuff and I had just woken up to read this.My dog had ran out cause someone had left the door open and I was so tired cause I only got 2 hours of sleep thanks to my neighbors music.
So I ran outside for a good half hour looking for my dog.Found her eventually.Came back and read this journal and I forgot to click the reply to this button on the comment I was referencing.So I post and they just tear into me and make me sound like a dumbass.
Yeah I'm not saying my opinion is always right.It isn't.I'm not the most brilliant guy and I will never understand how anyone feels just like no one will understand how I feel.Cause we are all different.We will take things differently and will think differently.You will never experience something the same way as someone else.Be it little differences or LARGE differences.
But don't be a fucking asshole to me cause of it.If you don't like what I have to say...Don't fucking listen to it.Delete my post.I wasn't the fucking one that did all this horrible shit to you.Put your aggression where it needs to be.
How do I deserve to be bitched out cause someone ELSE pissed you off?That's like sending someone miles away to jail cause they weren't there to save a mugged victim.It doesn't make sense and it isn't fair.
Why is the path to your happyness paved in my sorrow?
To the people I've mentioned..I tried being your friend.I never said anything bad about anyone,but if you can't just be my friend in return then just tell me.I don't want to help you if you're going to be that way.
I'm not going to waste my time trying to be buddy buddy with you if you're going to act like a jackass.
If you don't like me tell me.Why the fuck do I want to waste my time with you if you don't want me around?You don't like it and neither do I.DONT WASTE MY TIME.I have better things to do than be your bitch.
Another example -Anonymous friend B- I was hanging out with another one of my favorite artists.I idolized this person.I adored their work and jumped at the chance to watch them work.Went to watch and they turn into pricks.They get on mic to talk shit about just me and how dumb I am.
Yeah,I have a learning disability.It doesn't mean I'm retarded.It just takes me longer to think sometimes.I can't type and listen to people talk at the same time either,but its like...What the fuck?I admired this person and they let me down.
Now onto today.-Anonymous friend C- posted a journal.Okay..I like reading these things...Cause honestly I LIKE TO SEE HOW THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT ARE.So they're upset about some stuff and I had just woken up to read this.My dog had ran out cause someone had left the door open and I was so tired cause I only got 2 hours of sleep thanks to my neighbors music.
So I ran outside for a good half hour looking for my dog.Found her eventually.Came back and read this journal and I forgot to click the reply to this button on the comment I was referencing.So I post and they just tear into me and make me sound like a dumbass.
Yeah I'm not saying my opinion is always right.It isn't.I'm not the most brilliant guy and I will never understand how anyone feels just like no one will understand how I feel.Cause we are all different.We will take things differently and will think differently.You will never experience something the same way as someone else.Be it little differences or LARGE differences.
But don't be a fucking asshole to me cause of it.If you don't like what I have to say...Don't fucking listen to it.Delete my post.I wasn't the fucking one that did all this horrible shit to you.Put your aggression where it needs to be.
How do I deserve to be bitched out cause someone ELSE pissed you off?That's like sending someone miles away to jail cause they weren't there to save a mugged victim.It doesn't make sense and it isn't fair.
Why is the path to your happyness paved in my sorrow?
To the people I've mentioned..I tried being your friend.I never said anything bad about anyone,but if you can't just be my friend in return then just tell me.I don't want to help you if you're going to be that way.
I'm not going to waste my time trying to be buddy buddy with you if you're going to act like a jackass.
I feel like I have to change everything just to satisfy these guys.
It's what I'd do. Verbally. And what I always DO do when bitches be hasslin'.
:3
I'm so damn lazy..