yeah, i sometimes act goofy to get attention, but it ends up with everyone thinking i'm weird. i can't stop mysel, either. i have to force myself not to talk as to not say something stupid and embarass myself

but thats not the point... im trying to stay away from everything but since i found out something.. i cant help but tell people and the person thats involved with it doesnt seem to care about it.. i cant say what it is.. because it mostly my problem to take care of.. it just bothering me that im hurting people i care so much about and they think im doing this on purpose and im not.. its not my fault they cant get their head straight and tell me and themselves they want to be apart of this...

well, if you ever need to talk, please let me know

hey whats your email address... mine is japanese_tiger[at]hotmail.com ..... and to whoever else reads this.. please tell me if your gonna add me so i know... thanx a bunch...

Heeey, I love helping people with their problems.. but, I too seem to have the same problem sometimes..

See what I do is try to use examples from my past to show them I can understand, and then they start asking questions about the situation, and it just starts going off ~.~; It's annoying, cause then I get all into detail and after a while they lose interest and find someone else and I'm still talking then I catch myself and get so PO'ed about it! UGH!!

It's so freaking annoying.. I dunno how to stop either, but yeah, same goes for me, if you ever need to talk on say MSN or YIM or AIM if you have any of those, or even just through email or through this, I'm here, I'll try REALLY hard not to use examples from my past to help you out ><

thanx thats really sweet of you... my msn... is the hotmail thats been displayed for everyone who reads my journal anyways..lol... just give me a shout and tell me your from here.. okay...