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My wings.... (A thing about me in REAL!!!! O_O ~deep stuff~)
14 years ago
Hi :3
So for about 5 years... Even before I was on FA, In public or around people I don't know, I just Picture in my head wings ripping painfully or sometimes with no pain out of my back... ( I think it was set off more~ in my head with DMFA by 
missmab http://missmab.com/Comics/Vol_884.php )
( this http://www.ginpu.us/2007/08/17/08172007/ is what started the pain thought of it being painful or EXTEMELY painful... as a tradeoff for getting them have also thought of them growing overtime as a tradeoff this was a few months after DMFA)
Then would think.. what would people think... how would they react.... how would they feel... what would they say... would they love me? would they fear me? .... would I be all alone/ingored? ... would I be suddenly be noticed? all going through my head whenever I have a second to think... whenever I walk in public places like college, schools, fairs, malls, anywhere there is people I don't know and is quiet enough...
I also plan for if it ever happens in my head... as in I think about if I would duck down or jump to the side so it does not hit anyone or hurt them if they come out or sit in the middle or back of the room as they would be big ... or splatter blood everywhere... and breath heavy from the pain...
Would they try to get it off me? as if a parasite? no... I would fight them off... waiting so long for them I don't want them to be damaged... I have even thought about have a note with me just incase says these "beautiful wings of mine are real... don't remove them..."
Please don't laugh.... Its something that's deep in my heart and deep in my thoughts all be it I have not had many dreams of flying to often... I have dreams of falling and them bursting out to save me though and I wake up...
Just thought I would share something about me... That I have not told anyone about this...
Anyone have something like this? or just your thoughts on it? comments?
*edit only thing diff on this one is this I forgot to add that they would be blue and white maybe? or maybe like fursonas? *
missmab http://missmab.com/Comics/Vol_884.php )( this http://www.ginpu.us/2007/08/17/08172007/ is what started the pain thought of it being painful or EXTEMELY painful... as a tradeoff for getting them have also thought of them growing overtime as a tradeoff this was a few months after DMFA)
Then would think.. what would people think... how would they react.... how would they feel... what would they say... would they love me? would they fear me? .... would I be all alone/ingored? ... would I be suddenly be noticed? all going through my head whenever I have a second to think... whenever I walk in public places like college, schools, fairs, malls, anywhere there is people I don't know and is quiet enough...
I also plan for if it ever happens in my head... as in I think about if I would duck down or jump to the side so it does not hit anyone or hurt them if they come out or sit in the middle or back of the room as they would be big ... or splatter blood everywhere... and breath heavy from the pain...
Would they try to get it off me? as if a parasite? no... I would fight them off... waiting so long for them I don't want them to be damaged... I have even thought about have a note with me just incase says these "beautiful wings of mine are real... don't remove them..."
Please don't laugh.... Its something that's deep in my heart and deep in my thoughts all be it I have not had many dreams of flying to often... I have dreams of falling and them bursting out to save me though and I wake up...
Just thought I would share something about me... That I have not told anyone about this...
Anyone have something like this? or just your thoughts on it? comments?
*edit only thing diff on this one is this I forgot to add that they would be blue and white maybe? or maybe like fursonas? *
this is all me here X3