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14 years ago
Oy vey, here goes nothing. ;)
My apologies for seeming as though I lack an interest in this site and you, the beloved fuzzies that inhabit it! In all seriousness, each and every one of you means something dear to me. Without your collective help, there would be no haven such as this for people like you and I -- the Lovers of Anthropomorphic Art.
The truth is, the lack of communication and artwork is from a combination of a personal shyness about the quality of my artwork, and from an inability to keep my mouth and my brain moving at the same pace. I have many things to say, but am not always able to translate to words.
I have been many things throughout the years, many things that I remember only scraps of. The growing that I have done has put me in a place where I can look back at the person I was with an entirely fresh perspective. I am not proud of some of the things that I have done, and disappointed at some of the things that I could've accomplished and didn't...but the change is so profoundly different, that I cannot ever imagine being that person again.
It is similar to recalling a memory of something, but instead seeing a silhouette interacting with the things that you had and speaking with the people that you had; you have separated from that. So much so that you can no longer accurately see yourself in the memory because it is so profoundly 'Un-You'.
For those whom I have led to suffering, and those whom I have caused suffering, I am sorry. All the atoms and cells and sentience in my being is sorry for being the one to make you hurt. Whether I didn't return money on time, didn't finish a commission, broke your heart, lied to you...anything you can possibly remember me doing that may have caused harm. For all of it, I am sorry. But I do not regret it. Because regretting anything in life is regretting what made you the person you are today. And You are WONDERFUL. Every part of you is BEAUTIFUL.
Perhaps art will be posted soon. Over time I will complete the tasks I need. And this Artful Hermit will eventually make some small, quiet but insistent statement of existence.
Cheers, all.
My apologies for seeming as though I lack an interest in this site and you, the beloved fuzzies that inhabit it! In all seriousness, each and every one of you means something dear to me. Without your collective help, there would be no haven such as this for people like you and I -- the Lovers of Anthropomorphic Art.
The truth is, the lack of communication and artwork is from a combination of a personal shyness about the quality of my artwork, and from an inability to keep my mouth and my brain moving at the same pace. I have many things to say, but am not always able to translate to words.
I have been many things throughout the years, many things that I remember only scraps of. The growing that I have done has put me in a place where I can look back at the person I was with an entirely fresh perspective. I am not proud of some of the things that I have done, and disappointed at some of the things that I could've accomplished and didn't...but the change is so profoundly different, that I cannot ever imagine being that person again.
It is similar to recalling a memory of something, but instead seeing a silhouette interacting with the things that you had and speaking with the people that you had; you have separated from that. So much so that you can no longer accurately see yourself in the memory because it is so profoundly 'Un-You'.
For those whom I have led to suffering, and those whom I have caused suffering, I am sorry. All the atoms and cells and sentience in my being is sorry for being the one to make you hurt. Whether I didn't return money on time, didn't finish a commission, broke your heart, lied to you...anything you can possibly remember me doing that may have caused harm. For all of it, I am sorry. But I do not regret it. Because regretting anything in life is regretting what made you the person you are today. And You are WONDERFUL. Every part of you is BEAUTIFUL.
Perhaps art will be posted soon. Over time I will complete the tasks I need. And this Artful Hermit will eventually make some small, quiet but insistent statement of existence.
Cheers, all.
Good to see some life stemming from you once more.
I'm just glad you have evolved as a person, and into something I hear that is absolutely stunning.
Any and all wounds between us are behind us, water under the bridge.
Take care of yourself coonbutt.
I miss you, though I recognize I may never have a part in your life ever again.
You will always continue to be in my wishes and heart.
Thank you for everything.
I miss you guys, I've just never really been much of a crowd person. We'll make a date sometime soon; give me a time and place and somehow I'll bike over there. :)