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14 years ago
I am glad to say I am finally some what happy with things in my life at the moment.
I have a nice job that doesn't cause me undue stress.
I took a pay cut from my last job but I am making double the hours so it makes up for that.
I have made some new friends.
Been working on writing and drawing more.
Over all my depression is at a all time low. I cant sleep past 9am any more thanks to my job and working mornings. I don't normally stay up past 11pm. I think being out in the sun has helped with that quite a lot really. First time i long time i got any color to my skin... I am not my normal pale white this summer i am a light tan with loads of freckles lol.
I can't believe I am really happy most of the time sadly.. with everything had happen in the past few years... I never thought I could be happy after that... let alone move on so fast. I guess I am just strong enough to make it.
Here I am almost years two years from when my boyfriend past away.. I never thought I could ever step foot in a home depot again.. just to many memories.. to many broken dreams and way to many sights and sounds that would remind me of him. But here I am working there.. Sure I still have my moments when I get flashbacks of him while on the job but it doesn't effect me like it use to.
Its almost fall now... my favorite time of year... I cant wait to see what color the leaves are going to change to this year.
I have a nice job that doesn't cause me undue stress.
I took a pay cut from my last job but I am making double the hours so it makes up for that.
I have made some new friends.
Been working on writing and drawing more.
Over all my depression is at a all time low. I cant sleep past 9am any more thanks to my job and working mornings. I don't normally stay up past 11pm. I think being out in the sun has helped with that quite a lot really. First time i long time i got any color to my skin... I am not my normal pale white this summer i am a light tan with loads of freckles lol.
I can't believe I am really happy most of the time sadly.. with everything had happen in the past few years... I never thought I could be happy after that... let alone move on so fast. I guess I am just strong enough to make it.
Here I am almost years two years from when my boyfriend past away.. I never thought I could ever step foot in a home depot again.. just to many memories.. to many broken dreams and way to many sights and sounds that would remind me of him. But here I am working there.. Sure I still have my moments when I get flashbacks of him while on the job but it doesn't effect me like it use to.
Its almost fall now... my favorite time of year... I cant wait to see what color the leaves are going to change to this year.
