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This month so far...
11 years ago
This month so far... has been a crazy month for me. I have been though a mix of feelings and many things going on all at once it was wired and I have to say for the most part I didn't like it. Been over stressed and sleeping a lot more then I should be... or maybe its just the late night forum work that my best buddy 
suburgatory and myself have been doing for the past eight to nine days. We have been made Admins for Wild Reign RPG forum and are redoing so much stuff.. and well be having a grand new opening with any luck some time next month! The forum is still open to the public/registered users if you want to pop in and see what has been going on and watch the changes as they happen feel free to!
Another big thing is going on, two big moves with in the next to months... With any luck I will be living in a different place by the end of next month.. I know I have been saying for ever that i am going to move... but sadly time has been kinda mean to me... and nothing you can really do other then just hold on and wait for it move on and let it present you with something better. Which at this point it has.. my parents other house is almost ready to be moved in to it just has a few major things left to do and then I'll be living there. Then come the end of October My boyfriend well be up here living with me. Which should help me out a great a lot. While he was up here last month I noticed how my panic disorder and and anxiety disorder was a bit better then it normally we and how he was feeding me good energy and was up and till like a week or two ago had made me a some what stronger person and able to deal with my problems in a better way.. but sadly this past week has been the worse don't know if its from the lack of sleep or the over sleeping but this week has been kind of bad for anxiety over all.
One more thing that made this month crazy was the fact that I thought I might be pregnant, which I was scared about at first... and wanted to cry about it.. didn't know how to tell my boyfriend at first.. thankfully he didn't go bat shit crazy on me for it... did seven home test and I got like three faint yes and five nos so.. I treated it as a over all no but still didn't drink any adult drinks or take anything that could hurt a a baby if I was. At the moment I think its safe to say that no I am not pregnant. It might sound wired but I am kind of sad or bummed that I am not pregnant. I think for the most part I am ready for that kind of change in my life. Its not like i haven't helped raise a few of my siblings kids as it is at the moment. I also found a great guy who shares the same views on on many things who I believe will make a grate father.
Some other news computer and art wise.. let me first say that thanks to my boyfriend I am now using my desktop for everything and it is no longer down stairs... which was a main problem of using it after the newer laptop died.. I couldn't be on it past like 10pm nor really use it other then a few hours here and here.. and it had to be hooked up to the internet with ethernet cable because it doesn't have a wifi card nor can i put my old wifi card in to it. This prompted my boyfriend to get me a usb wifi card.. which works nicely so far and hasn't given me any problems.
This means i can get back to drawing art on the computer.. however only one set back.. any saved files on the laptop are gone... I can not get them back, I have tried many things to try and get the files and other stuff of it.. if anything this mess has shown me I need to place the stuff I hold of more value on an external hard drive. Hard lesson learned for sure.
I have done some art in the past week but nothing I can really share with you all at the moment sadly its mainly all art work for the rgp forum... which I kinda have this thing where I don't want to give anything a way before we implement it in to it.. Because where is all the fun in that if you know whats going to happen before it happens.
I would like to take a moment and thank
seribaba for sending me some money to help fix my laptop, it has gone to good use and I have a full real copy of windows 7 64 bit somewhere on its way to me. Can't thank you enough :heart:
I am still open for Commissions just read my FAQ and send me an email at Morobutt[at]gmail.com
I'll also be putting some stuff up for sale next week... stuff like toys, puzzles, bits of fur craft stuff.. anything I can think of that might draw in some cash that I can part with. A internet yard sale if you well.. so be on the look out for that o.o"
suburgatory and myself have been doing for the past eight to nine days. We have been made Admins for Wild Reign RPG forum and are redoing so much stuff.. and well be having a grand new opening with any luck some time next month! The forum is still open to the public/registered users if you want to pop in and see what has been going on and watch the changes as they happen feel free to!Another big thing is going on, two big moves with in the next to months... With any luck I will be living in a different place by the end of next month.. I know I have been saying for ever that i am going to move... but sadly time has been kinda mean to me... and nothing you can really do other then just hold on and wait for it move on and let it present you with something better. Which at this point it has.. my parents other house is almost ready to be moved in to it just has a few major things left to do and then I'll be living there. Then come the end of October My boyfriend well be up here living with me. Which should help me out a great a lot. While he was up here last month I noticed how my panic disorder and and anxiety disorder was a bit better then it normally we and how he was feeding me good energy and was up and till like a week or two ago had made me a some what stronger person and able to deal with my problems in a better way.. but sadly this past week has been the worse don't know if its from the lack of sleep or the over sleeping but this week has been kind of bad for anxiety over all.
One more thing that made this month crazy was the fact that I thought I might be pregnant, which I was scared about at first... and wanted to cry about it.. didn't know how to tell my boyfriend at first.. thankfully he didn't go bat shit crazy on me for it... did seven home test and I got like three faint yes and five nos so.. I treated it as a over all no but still didn't drink any adult drinks or take anything that could hurt a a baby if I was. At the moment I think its safe to say that no I am not pregnant. It might sound wired but I am kind of sad or bummed that I am not pregnant. I think for the most part I am ready for that kind of change in my life. Its not like i haven't helped raise a few of my siblings kids as it is at the moment. I also found a great guy who shares the same views on on many things who I believe will make a grate father.
Some other news computer and art wise.. let me first say that thanks to my boyfriend I am now using my desktop for everything and it is no longer down stairs... which was a main problem of using it after the newer laptop died.. I couldn't be on it past like 10pm nor really use it other then a few hours here and here.. and it had to be hooked up to the internet with ethernet cable because it doesn't have a wifi card nor can i put my old wifi card in to it. This prompted my boyfriend to get me a usb wifi card.. which works nicely so far and hasn't given me any problems.
This means i can get back to drawing art on the computer.. however only one set back.. any saved files on the laptop are gone... I can not get them back, I have tried many things to try and get the files and other stuff of it.. if anything this mess has shown me I need to place the stuff I hold of more value on an external hard drive. Hard lesson learned for sure.
I have done some art in the past week but nothing I can really share with you all at the moment sadly its mainly all art work for the rgp forum... which I kinda have this thing where I don't want to give anything a way before we implement it in to it.. Because where is all the fun in that if you know whats going to happen before it happens.
I would like to take a moment and thank
seribaba for sending me some money to help fix my laptop, it has gone to good use and I have a full real copy of windows 7 64 bit somewhere on its way to me. Can't thank you enough :heart:I am still open for Commissions just read my FAQ and send me an email at Morobutt[at]gmail.com
I'll also be putting some stuff up for sale next week... stuff like toys, puzzles, bits of fur craft stuff.. anything I can think of that might draw in some cash that I can part with. A internet yard sale if you well.. so be on the look out for that o.o"
