Hey guys! Thanks for all of the responses to my last journal. They were all very thoughtful and helpful. ;n; I'm not worthy of all that, but I do appreciate everyone's care and support. I've been really tired lately, and while I appreciate every word, I have a hard time typing up long things at the moment.

A bout of depression is crushing me. I'm going to talk to people soon as I can, hopefully get Mainecare or whatever it is called, but they will help me see a doctor, and more importantly at the moment, a therapist. As much as I dislike the idea of being medicated at all, I dislike the idea of just changing my diet and my exercise and hoping I don't die of an asthma or and anxiety attack or of something worse that has been popping up in my head a whole lot lately a WHOLE LOT more than the idea of medicine.

In the meantime, I have been managing to slowly work through art that I owe. Not sure why I can do that right now and without it turning out too horrible, but it's getting done. :I I'm very sorry I'm taking so long on my art.

Also, I've been speculating Khana is a bengal. Well, she DEFS is. According to a vet and the textbook descriptions of the breed, including it's chirping and cooing calls.

Anyway, thanks for everyone's support and advice. I will take it to heart and I hope to eventually get to respond to everyone with something that is as thoughtful as the comments I got. T_T