Oh god what is happening @_@
14 years ago
General
So uh
Have you ever had lucid dreams?
Well, I dunno, but I had an experience last night that made me go out of my MIND. D: I was sleepy, so my eyes closed and I think the way to describe it would be like fucking jumping into the Matrix. That is how it felt. Not like I had fallen asleep. One, unbroken stream of consciousness and then I was there, in my bed, but not in my bed. I mean, I WAS in my bed, but I could tell I wasn't really when I got up. It was a dream, but I had a feeling it was about to become a nightmare when I touched my feet to the ground. (Also my room was SPOTLESS when I looked around. OBVIOUSLY a dream)
So I forced myself to wake up. But when I sat up in my bed, I was still dreaming. I didn't make it to the real world until my second try @_@
It was really freaky. Like... I've had dreams I swore were real, but I've never felt AWAKE in my dreams. Like, %100. I felt like I'd entered a different world. I wasn't sure I wanted to explore though, because I know what my dreams are capable of :( Maybe if it happens again I'll try looking around more. Maybe even see what happens if I feel like changing it.
Have you ever had lucid dreams?
Well, I dunno, but I had an experience last night that made me go out of my MIND. D: I was sleepy, so my eyes closed and I think the way to describe it would be like fucking jumping into the Matrix. That is how it felt. Not like I had fallen asleep. One, unbroken stream of consciousness and then I was there, in my bed, but not in my bed. I mean, I WAS in my bed, but I could tell I wasn't really when I got up. It was a dream, but I had a feeling it was about to become a nightmare when I touched my feet to the ground. (Also my room was SPOTLESS when I looked around. OBVIOUSLY a dream)
So I forced myself to wake up. But when I sat up in my bed, I was still dreaming. I didn't make it to the real world until my second try @_@
It was really freaky. Like... I've had dreams I swore were real, but I've never felt AWAKE in my dreams. Like, %100. I felt like I'd entered a different world. I wasn't sure I wanted to explore though, because I know what my dreams are capable of :( Maybe if it happens again I'll try looking around more. Maybe even see what happens if I feel like changing it.
FA+

Another time I woke up and realized I was floating like 4 feet above my body. O_O And once I looked down and saw myself sleeping I was like "OH SHIT" and the panic made me "come back" irl. I still think this was a kinda screwed up out of body experience though...
Every other time I have bad dreams and I realize it's a dream I usually wake myself up, apparently violently. I start panting and shaking, according to my girlfriend. (The one who I didn't eventually get the balls to ask out, haha) Annnnnd I feel like I'm going to die.
Lately, I've been experiencing the paranormal more and more. I think that sometimes I become more sensitive to it.
I'd like to attempt lucid dreaming, but getting to that point usually involves training your mind to wake up and remember dreams, and as a dragon, I like my sleep too much.
Actually, I'm pretty bipolar with sleep. Some times I prefer not to get any, and other times I sleep all day. The one thing I worried about, HONESTLY, when this happened, is that I'd explore and find that I never want to or never can wake up again.