absent desire (dream?)
14 years ago
Shortly before falling asleep for a short time I may have achieved some level of astral projection, or a projection of astral externalism while remaining stationary. Focused on thought and feeling rather than vision, and meditating on the idea of bondage, I imagined placing my hands into a box containing levers which when activated might be able to fit and apply cuffs to each of my wrists. without sight I then turned these levers and felt tape measures close around my wrists tightly at first, then with the mechanical loosening of an automated blood pressure reader, the tape eventually released and the box moved, at which point my eyes reactivated and the session seemed to end even though I attempted to continue the act with eyes open... the vision was not meant to last, and dreaming took over.
AkiraShima
∞akirashima
Interesting technique. before a few things that went terribly wrong in my life that has left me kinda crippled in that arena i used to be able to lay back relax and just float out and about. i really really really miss it. i think the inability to do even that makes me feel even more crippled than i am.
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