Rants, Raves, and things that I just need to fricking say
14 years ago
This is a rant about the shit going on IRL.....I'll also curse quite a bit. If you don't like eather of these, please refrain from reading..
MOVING ON
Babysitting for family....SUCKS ASS! It's like they don't have to be curtious toward you cause you're the in-law MOTHER FUCKER! Can't these bastards (whom I don't consider family personally) Have the common fucking cortisity to call BEFORE I'm supposed to be picked up for the job and cancle, instead of calling A FUCKING HOUR AFTER they're supposed to pick me up?! WHAT THE FUCK?! UUURRRRRAGH!
On to the general shit now....
I'm so fucking tired of this country! SCREW CANADA, I WANNA GO HOME! I now count as a high school drop out cause it'll be a whole nother fucking YEAR before I can go to school because technically I'm still a forigner and they want to charge a forign student fee of eleven-THOUSAND fucking bucks per YEAR for me to finish high school! FUCK! I can't work, I can't go to school, I CANT FUCKING GO OUTSIDE! It's too damn dangerous! Molestations, Amber alerts, Murders, Kidnappings. FUCK the big city! If the big city is so damn dangerous that I can't take a fucking walk around the god damn block, then I DONT BELONG HERE! -deep breath- All of this being said, I don't wanna rant like this to my mother because I don't want to be the reason she and her husband break it off. They argue contantly, and mom's always using me as an excuse "My daughter this and my daughter that" DEAR MERCIFUL LORD! SHUT UP! I put up an apithetic face so that mom doesn't freak about me, but in all truth the face I actually have is one of annoyance, anger, frustration, and just just...UGH! I said it once, I'll say it again. FUCK canada, FUCK immagration, FUCK IT ALL! TAKE ME FUCKING HOME! -pant pant-
I know, I'm being mellodramatic and there's always someone who's in shit deeper than me, but I'm done being selfless for now! I'm done always doing the 'go ahead, I don't matter' routeen. FUCK YOU ALL! Fuck all the bastards that think, for a fucking second, that I really want to take your problems onto my shoulders! Fuck myself because, dispite the fact that I HATE listening to everyone else around me rant about trivial things while I'm alone in another fucking country, I can't say no! I'm too good a person to say STFU to someone and because of that, I've become emotionally frail, hateful, and have begun to go insane! God help the people around me when I snap, because when I do I'm going for the first bastard to put 'eh' at the end of their sentances!
MOVING ON
Babysitting for family....SUCKS ASS! It's like they don't have to be curtious toward you cause you're the in-law MOTHER FUCKER! Can't these bastards (whom I don't consider family personally) Have the common fucking cortisity to call BEFORE I'm supposed to be picked up for the job and cancle, instead of calling A FUCKING HOUR AFTER they're supposed to pick me up?! WHAT THE FUCK?! UUURRRRRAGH!
On to the general shit now....
I'm so fucking tired of this country! SCREW CANADA, I WANNA GO HOME! I now count as a high school drop out cause it'll be a whole nother fucking YEAR before I can go to school because technically I'm still a forigner and they want to charge a forign student fee of eleven-THOUSAND fucking bucks per YEAR for me to finish high school! FUCK! I can't work, I can't go to school, I CANT FUCKING GO OUTSIDE! It's too damn dangerous! Molestations, Amber alerts, Murders, Kidnappings. FUCK the big city! If the big city is so damn dangerous that I can't take a fucking walk around the god damn block, then I DONT BELONG HERE! -deep breath- All of this being said, I don't wanna rant like this to my mother because I don't want to be the reason she and her husband break it off. They argue contantly, and mom's always using me as an excuse "My daughter this and my daughter that" DEAR MERCIFUL LORD! SHUT UP! I put up an apithetic face so that mom doesn't freak about me, but in all truth the face I actually have is one of annoyance, anger, frustration, and just just...UGH! I said it once, I'll say it again. FUCK canada, FUCK immagration, FUCK IT ALL! TAKE ME FUCKING HOME! -pant pant-
I know, I'm being mellodramatic and there's always someone who's in shit deeper than me, but I'm done being selfless for now! I'm done always doing the 'go ahead, I don't matter' routeen. FUCK YOU ALL! Fuck all the bastards that think, for a fucking second, that I really want to take your problems onto my shoulders! Fuck myself because, dispite the fact that I HATE listening to everyone else around me rant about trivial things while I'm alone in another fucking country, I can't say no! I'm too good a person to say STFU to someone and because of that, I've become emotionally frail, hateful, and have begun to go insane! God help the people around me when I snap, because when I do I'm going for the first bastard to put 'eh' at the end of their sentances!