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I suck at talking to people

14 years ago General

Arttrades:

I really really do..Oi.
I know I've never made a journal like this on my FA, but that's usually because I have a lovely girlfriend to talk about stuff like this. Bur today I just thought I'd blurt it out to anyone that cares.

I'm one of the most awkward people you'll ever meet in person. I know a lot of people are like that, but, I always end up talking to someone and bring up awkward things or go out on a explanation of things that I later find was unnecessary. Bah.
But
Meh.
Everyone has their flaws.
I guess it comes with being scared of people in general and what they might think.
Which I shouldn't care. But. Eh.

Anywhore

I'm going back to writing and talking to my girlfriend.

15 Comments

LuckysGirl ~luckysgirl

Crafter

14 years ago

I kinda do the same thing but mostly cause half the time my brain and mouth don't seem to be talking to each other....I tend to get a lot of WTF looks when I say something random and awkward during a conversation with new people, and some times even with friends. :x

LemurFreaX ~lemurfreax

Art Whore

14 years ago

Yeah. I tend to get along much better with people that actually know me. And those people are really only 3, my girlfriend, my besfriend, and a person I don't consider an acquaintance but now a friend. And for some of those people it has took a lot for me to trust them. And I know what you mean by how the mouth doesn't configure with the brain sometimes. I tend to say something awkward with new people and they don't get it.. Or luckily some people find it funny... I dunno *shrugs* People are people.

Catwolf ~catwolf

14 years ago

I do too. so much.

the other day that girl working at the check out at sunflowers complimented me on my hair, and I was awkward as fuck. she was sweet, nice and friendly and all I did was stand there like an idiot, trying to avoid eye-contact like it would kill me to look at her.

LemurFreaX ~lemurfreax

Art Whore

14 years ago

Haha..I'm quite the same. I don't know how to take a compliment from people I don't know. Mostly of the fact I don't usually get compliments all that much... So it's awkward to me and I end up looking like a douche-bag for not saying thank you..Or I do say thank you and it's in a weird tone. I dunno. I'm not great at firs impressions.

Catwolf ~catwolf

14 years ago

and i kind of end up talking about the holocaust or some other horrible thing when i start going and make people awkward

LemurFreaX ~lemurfreax

Art Whore

14 years ago

EXACTLY.

Catwolf ~catwolf

14 years ago

list of the worst things i ever brought up (that I remember)

morbid jew jokes
dead baby jokes
the holocaust
my abusive mom
rape
CP
disturbing historic facts

LemurFreaX ~lemurfreax

Art Whore

14 years ago

Most people are the ones that make dead baby jokes and I'm the one not laughing and taking it too seriously than it actually is.
Lol.

Well..I've talked about random stuff like
For example

Discussion is talking about day at school, one minute later talks about horror film because said incident reminds her of such scene, person gets disinterested and ends conversation.

Lol, it usually goes like that. I try my hardest not to get personal with someone. Because I feel those kinds of things are for people that I feel care enough for me to talk about them?

JerichoWing ~jerichowing

Writer

14 years ago

Being a voice actor and a DnD DM, I tend to have lost almost all shame in person. Honestly, if you want to be able to express yourself more, just find an outlet to go completely WILD; because once you're able to exert all of that rampant energy and random stuff you just wanna shout out, all that's left is sense. At least from my experience. . . . Derp.

LemurFreaX ~lemurfreax

Art Whore

14 years ago

Well.
The thing is I DON'T want to just let it all out.. I like keeping things to myself. I just..Get caught up in awkward convo with people that bother trying to talk to me. I don't really see myself going wild to express myself towards people... Just honestly I'd rather just keep it all in and leave it to the people that care? I dunno. Lol. But you do have a good point.

JerichoWing ~jerichowing

Writer

14 years ago

Yeah, I guess. I learned the hard way that sometimes being TOO forward is a bad thing, really bad. So I personally find it best to find a way to get rid of all that excess energy. Otherwise you might end up spooking people away. I find it's also a great way to get better at public speaking, which is why I soooo aced that class. As for you? Well, it doesn't really matter if you're that forward. I mean when I've spoken to you you came more off as quiet than awkward: and trust me, I KNOW awkward.

tigressmin ~tigressmin

Anthro Artist

14 years ago

I understand, completely. It can be really hard D:
Good luck with it.

LemurFreaX ~lemurfreax

Art Whore

14 years ago

Thanks. Lol. I try to be social and talk to people. But it's hard. I mean..I don't really bother with it.

But still. And thank you.

tigressmin ~tigressmin

Anthro Artist

14 years ago

No problem, I would love try to talk on a messenger or the like if your interested.
Even though I find it hard, I do try to make friends in my lovely awkward way X3

LemurFreaX ~lemurfreax

Art Whore

14 years ago

<3 Sure!
Mine is Lemurfreax[at]hotmail.ca

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