tomorrow i go off to uni... everything is packed and just has to be put into the car tomorrow morning...

im excited but also sad...

my teddy that i have had with me for the past 19 years will be left at home...

my teddy has been by my side through it all. even now shes on my lap. i go to sleep with her every night in my arms... my parents have tried to take her from me but they dont try very hard...

i dont think ill be home sick because i will miss my family...

ill be home sick because ill miss my teddy :P

-.-'' problem is i actually CANT sleep unless shes there with me... so i hope that will pass soon...

hopefully i will no longer depend on my teddy to make me feel happy @___@

leaving my teddy behind is going to be a lifes change!!!

hahaha how lame am i? XD hahaha