well things are goign good bad worse better who knows, got people playen with my feeling latly teelen me shit to get me worked up well it seems to work cause i am on here ranting right lol.... but after all is said and done feelens or not i'm still just here alone, none the fuzzing none the heartache is changing that. i think i'm gona go back to how i was before, a hard ass emotionaly sealed quiet in the corner never herd from dragon, if i'm only going to live repeats of the past or nothing..... nothing is less painful