-And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day-


I am so very sorry I've been absent. I know I make a weekly journal apologizing for my absence, but I do feel like I owe it to you all. I've still been quite ill and that's left me weak and not able to focus on much and left me crying on a daily basis. This month has been completely amazing and depressing at the same time. I honestly just feel like curling up in a corner and having people forget I exist.


I've had daily flashbacks and it's been leading me back down the path of self harm and cutting. Living here is slowly killing me.

I'm so sorry for the emo journal, but don't think that I don't love the hell out of you all.