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14 years ago
Okay well a lot has happened in the past 3 weeks.
First off, yes my kitten Lucifer did pass away, it hurt a lot because I wasn’t there with him. I miss him; my home is lonely without that little winey creature. But he is happier now and in no pain, that brings me some peace. Secondly I went through a very sever break up. I should have seen it coming but well, the term “love is blind” rings true. I was emotionally, mentally, and even physically abused. Time is doing its job at healing me. And even after all of this, I take with me the positives. I now know what I can and cannot tolerate with a partner. I know what to watch for in order to save myself the heart ache and emotional torture. No longer will I surround myself with negative individuals. I see this as a turning of a new page in my life. I will not be manipulated or controlled one moment longer.
Well that’s enough of my personal life, I wish to not start any drama, so for those of you who wish to know any details please be respectful and note me if you have any questions.
Next I am in the works of completing a new fursuit for myself. Yup you heard right, I have not made a fursuit for me in a LONG while, and I figured now is a better time than ever. It is a new design and I will reveal it in time. I want it to be a suprise.
Second I SHOULD be attending MFF this November. I have to double check with my store today to see if I can for sure get the time off. But I am 99% sure I will be attending. I have never been there before so I am really excited to go and should have my new fursuit in tow too! I think getting out and being around good wholesome people is exactly what I need right now.
So yeah, who will be at MFF and who wants a dance with this sexy single fusky?
First off, yes my kitten Lucifer did pass away, it hurt a lot because I wasn’t there with him. I miss him; my home is lonely without that little winey creature. But he is happier now and in no pain, that brings me some peace. Secondly I went through a very sever break up. I should have seen it coming but well, the term “love is blind” rings true. I was emotionally, mentally, and even physically abused. Time is doing its job at healing me. And even after all of this, I take with me the positives. I now know what I can and cannot tolerate with a partner. I know what to watch for in order to save myself the heart ache and emotional torture. No longer will I surround myself with negative individuals. I see this as a turning of a new page in my life. I will not be manipulated or controlled one moment longer.
Well that’s enough of my personal life, I wish to not start any drama, so for those of you who wish to know any details please be respectful and note me if you have any questions.
Next I am in the works of completing a new fursuit for myself. Yup you heard right, I have not made a fursuit for me in a LONG while, and I figured now is a better time than ever. It is a new design and I will reveal it in time. I want it to be a suprise.
Second I SHOULD be attending MFF this November. I have to double check with my store today to see if I can for sure get the time off. But I am 99% sure I will be attending. I have never been there before so I am really excited to go and should have my new fursuit in tow too! I think getting out and being around good wholesome people is exactly what I need right now.
So yeah, who will be at MFF and who wants a dance with this sexy single fusky?
Thought I would try mind control just to see ^^
*hugs and licks*
I will try to be more manipulative next time. In the mean time...TO THE BAT CAVE *Spinning 60's scene transition*
Talk to you then. Now back to Applied Systems!
YOU DA FUSKY! -snapsnapsnap-
loves u
Basically I spent over a year and a half playing "Love me or I'll cut myself"
well in the end it turned out my ex had DID- also known as multiple personality disorder.
You sound like you're keeping your head up through these hard times, so I do say, way to go for that! It's easy to let things bring you down sometimes, but it's good to see that you're trying to remain positive.
Although any break up is hard, Im relieved to hear that you are no longer in such a dangerous situation. You deserve SO much better than that and I think that looking towards the positives rather than dwelling on the negatives is a good start. *hugs*
I will be attending MFF! I'll be sure to say Hi if I see you :)
Take care and I look forward to seeing the suit.
You're very right, Time heals those wounds.
I was in an abusive relationship once upon a time. Wasted two years of my life on that dick and I'll never fucking do it again.
Time has helped, it really has. Keep your chin up, girlie, I know you'll get through everything life throws at you. <3
I don't have the arrogance to say I know how your feeling, but I have been through relationships in the past that turned physically abusive. I've watched people close to me go through the same and sometimes they get caught in the victim mentality. While we all want help an support in times like these just remember there's only one person that you truly need to get through this, the one person that is always there for you;
Youself.
You will make it through this and be stronger for it someday, just remember that someday only comes if you bring it with you.
*Accredited Pet Training Instructor fist-bump*
On a side note, I was somewhat premoted at my store, and my family is getting a new member, an Irish Wolfhound, and next summer I'll be getting my dream demo dog, a Corgi.
Please don't be a stranger, miss ya buddy.