You know... no one really watches me or anything. So I don't know who will give a damn about how I feel or.. whatever... but I don't know what else to do.

I don't really have many friends. Most people that I do talk to usually can't stand me... But why? Am I bad person? I seem to get told that a lot by how people react to me...
Ever since I was in school I never understood why people avoided me.. or picked on me... or hated me, hit me, told lies about me. All I wondered was "What did I do to them? What is it that makes me bad?". And questions like that followed me through out school. Nothing made sense to me.

It even follows me here on FA and DA. I got a few people I consider friends... but they don't seem to like me... They usually don't ever want to do a Art Trade with me, or Request from me... or talk to me... Or like my ideas.
And not just friends. One person I didn't even talk to just blocked me once and I still don't know why.

So why? I do not understand why people don't like me. I ain't a bad person... Am I? I never hurt anyone. I never talked bad about people behind there back... I'm usually really nice. A bit clingy, yeah, but that's because I feel happy when some one actually does talk to me.

In the whole world, only one person talks to me every day and seems to enjoy it. But there are days were she isn't there either...

So... what is wrong with me? Why am I this horrible person that no one seems to like?