This week has been crazy... a friend came over and took me to the san diego safari zoo, got to feed rhinos, lorikeets, and got to see tons of amazing animals, my friend Megan from college paid for every drop of it but was very particular was how i felt when i was not around Master or Mistress... i felt lonely and distant and felt the need the entire trip to go back and kneel before Them... the trip may of been fun but it was so stressing and depressing that if we did anything like it again i much rather have Them around, i love my Master and Mistress so much... also on friday it was Mistress's birthday and we did tons of stuff... ate amazing steak and lobster, and went to Dave and Buster's won tons of tickets for Them and got Her a kogo (basically a kindle, a e-reader). its been an amazing week but rather not leave Their sight again... work is bad enough....

one last thing... we got notice that the place were They were going to order Their collars from for us, was not doing them until next year... it was so depressing and other than one good LoL game and watching the MLP episode today has been a very, very sad and depressing day.... i made a vow long ago that i could never be completely owned as a pet or w.e by anyone without a collaring ceremony and hearing that it is getting a big delay is a major blow to my subconscious and mental stability... i really hope i can last without the ceremony and collar until Then... just got to keep hope... oh well *sigh* got to go to work have a good day everyone...

-kajira/ k'rimi