I sit here at night, alone and afraid
Wishing I had someone to hold
But as my mind considers the pathways I've taken
All I can feel is the cold.

I never thought by this time in my life
I'd still be by myself
Depression and blackness all around me
My heart collecting dust on a shelf.

So many things I'd change about me
If my life had the chance to reset
So many areas I could make better
If I could just fix all my regrets.

But as we all know life won't work that way
So all I can do is move on
And hope things change as I proceed
Moving towards a brand new dawn.

God has His plans and laughs at ours
So I might just be one cosmic joke
But I keep plowing on, looking ahead
And keep clinging to hope.