Option One: Draw a lot porn and fetishes. Quality not needed. Prices can be ridicuolosly high. I will be popular and loved.
Option Two: Draw interesting creative and wonderful stuff, creating amazing designs and working hard to show photorealistic quality.
First is nice and easy.
Second not.


I've been thinking about different things lately.
The idea that I am dying returns to my head usually. I don't want to live for someone masturbation.

Then for what?
I'll just cut the bullshit and go for drawing right now.