from what it says on video its ment to symble creativity and he power to do so that sinside of us awakening and as the one did fo rhim he does for the other. type thing
This is beautiful and posted a journal to share with my watchers as well. I hope that this gets spread around for all to enjoy, as well as making this video go viral
Thank you so much for sharing this with us. I would probably never would have seen it. It was just stunning. So very simple, so few colors, and yet so very gripping in its emotional expressions. That is what makes this simple work SO very powerful... expressions and the emotions those expressions allow you to feel. I also made a journal entyr so other may see this as well. Thank you once again! }:=)
Some of the best animations ever are done by students. Then they seem to vanish into life and the grind. :^ But with the interweb these days more folks can see their art!
This is an awesome animation but I wasn't like, moved to tears or anything like other people are mentioning. I don't know if I'm missing something or what? ?_?
But it's still awesome and thank you for sharing it!
Ok, I retract my previous statement about this animation not moving me to tears before. Now that you're gone, my memory of you will forever be attached to this video.
I love the Piano alot, I didn't know you much but to show all the people that care for you, You probably were a great person, R.I.P and I hope your in a better place now.
Just wanna say - those dipshits in the comments - something halabastard and g-... whateverhisnamewas - it sickens me that you were taken away from us but dickblisters like them are allowed to proliferate.
Should have been them in the crash. Miss you like hell man - haven't even gone on steam since the news because I don't wanna have to see your offline contact and realize that it won't be coming online again. :/
Do us a favor buddy? Look after Narse as best you can huh? It's not easy to lose someone you've loved for 5 years. It's a serious kick in the balls and you never deserved death, nothing could change that fact. R.I.P. Good man. Our hearts go out to you.
I've been crying all day.. I'll miss you but keep an eye out for Narse. He loves you and I'm sure he misses you as your friends and family do. May you rest in peace. I hope that I see you again, some day.
Even though I barely had a chance to know you, Athus... You did touch my life. And the lives of many others. Though your time in this world was cut tragically short, what time you gave us brightened this world... Thank you... You will be missed.
I think this poem is one that you would approve of... I hope so...
I Am Not There
Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sun on ripened grain.
I am the gentle Autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
I can't believe this is the last thing he wrote in his journal. I kept thinking that as I was watching this and spent the next hour after it was over wiping away tears.
I know we never actually met Athus, but this touched me deeper than anything has before, and I promise you I'll do my absolute best to pay it forward.
In memory of someone who touched the lives of so many people, you will always be remembered Athus Nadorian. May the oceans of the universe be your home, fellow sea goer.
This is so very fitting. I hardly knew you, but this indeed moved me to tears anyway. I honestly don't even know what to say, other than thank you. For everything.
Wherever you go, whatever you do, the places you see, and the people you meet. Just know that we are down here wishing your trip never stops. Please rest peacefully and remember that were praying all day and night for you. We all love you Athus. Im glad i got to meet you, and i cant wait till we meet on the other side. Please....may your wings carry you far. RIP our dear friend, Athus
what a lovely journal to leave the world with. though it is sad, this is still so beautiful.
i hope when i leave the world i leave something this beautiful behind.
R.I.P
I never knew you Athus. I just heard great things about you in the past few minutes and despite all that here I am crying for you. Me, a total stranger has been touched by you after having "meet" you in your passing. I dont know what wonderful things you did but I will use this moment to learn, so that I may do something as wonderful as you in the future.
This is the last thing he ever made a journal about....I hope you enjoyed life, and know that thousands adored you. You'll be know beyond your work, as a friend.
Tears will never be enough to show how much i miss you Athus. You was one of my first artists to be watched on here and always was a inspiration to me.
It's very depressing to hear that one of my favourite artists happens to pass away on my birthday. It seems that luck does not befall anybody on that day. I can't say I'm happy about this loss or any of the shit that's happened within the past two weeks. I just hope that your soul may rest in bountiful peace within the eyes of the Allfather, my dear.
I know that not many people will agree with this prayer and it seems rude to chant to ones that might not see eye-to-eye with Neopaganism...
A Blessing
The Allfather, Odin, watches over you
Even as Freyja leads your soul into Fólkvangr.
Your body may not have been blessed this day,
But your soul will remain eternal.
The fields are bountiful and the villages, prosperous.
May you find peace outside of Miðgarðr, my brother,
You will be missed,
But come the end of our days, we will meet you,
And eye to eye we will finally see.
We love you,
My brother,
For now, I bid you
Rest in peace...
I never knew Athus, but I have seen his art and admired his methods. One of many inspirations I truly enjoyed peeking at now and again.
To all his friends, family and loved ones; I am truly sorry for your loss. His passing was like a wave across the entire community -- no one person will go without knowing that a truly amazing artist and person has gone.
May wings of of majesty guide you home, Athus.
Rest in Peace.
Thank you for the fleeting but enjoyable time we spent together at FC2011. You're one heck of a guy who i wish i could have gotten to know better.
If only you now could realize how many people miss you. Those close to you will never forget and the influence you left on the fandom will live on.
Perhaps we'll cross paths again in another life.
Rest in piece, Brian.
Allow me, a person who never got to know you, to show you my empathy and condolence.
I stumbled across somebody's journal, mentioning your decease. This person needed to express himself.. so do I. Honestly, I was sad myself and cried a little. As I said, I don't know you, so why do I feel sad then? Because I care for what happened and for your friends, your mate and family. They must be in deep pain now. Something that can't be described.
Seeing how many people have left you nice comments here tells me, that you won't be forgotten. I would bet you made some awesome friends and you all have my sympathy.
I may have never known about you until after you were gone, but you have left such an impression on others that you will be missed by people that you didn't even know could miss you.
Athus friend. You where a great artist, a lovely dragon, a sweet person, always friendly always such a smile. it makes everyone bad days into a good day when you shine bright with your positive energy. You're such a beloved water dragon a fellow dragon like me and other dragons that are gonna miss you. You'll be not forgotten. And I'll promise to draw something very nice for you to bring it with you to your new life. We'll meet with you again. I just wish i can just go back in time and save you from that horrible accident. It never should happening like that. But you knew it already it's to late. I've cried to lose a fellow dragon like you Athus. for me you'll be still in my heart as to your dearest friends and family and even your beloved soulmate. We'll share the same pain but i know is only short time. Because we know we'll all see each other again. strangers, known well, we'll see you and always look up in the sky and even at the ocean to see you flying around as your spirit form. Don't be sad, rest in peace buddy. You're now in good place. I wanted to thank you for inspire me and getting the true feeling and meaning of been a dragon. I was confused of who i'm feeling from inside but for now what i read and seen you brought it out my true identity of who i'm a dragon, that's for sure. Your artworks are inspire us all and we'll continue on doing it. I thank you very much that you where here. I just wishes you where staying more longer but we have no power above such things like what happen. May you fly peacefully in heaven and sea.
Wow.. This caught me off-guard. Would've never expected something like this to happen. I never comment on this site, but I really need to wish you the best wherever you may be, and best wishes for your family and friends. I sincerely hope your spirit now lies in a better place, be it on this world, in heaven, or in a dragon's nest. Thank you so much for everything.
Fly high and free, buddy. We'll try not to cry too much down here... We're just jealous, anyways.
We weren't close- we were barely acquaintances- but, you were very nice to the tongue-tied dragoness who was so happy at meeting you, anyway. That shows a lot about the goodness of your character.
I don't really know where to start.
I never knew Athus. I never really knew anyone whose name is big, so to speak. I was never really active inside the fandom. I never was able to get used to visiting community sites, to post journals, or ever sit down and try to get better at drawing, I never paid for a commission or ever posted a story. I'm a nobody, more or less. My passion within the fandom lies with roleplay, the story heavy and character developing kind. Almost like collaborative storytelling, because I like writing but lack the patience for writing novels or short stories myself.
All I do is roleplay and play on furry servers, which to me sounds rather petty compared to being an artist of some kind.
I'm very much a lurker. I may also be very much a 'nobody.' I don't care, one way or the other, even though I periodically feel like trying to get into the community thing. A friend mentioned Athus' passing to me a few days ago. At first I didn't think very much of it. A few hours later I decided to go look, out of curiousity. I've always looked into things like this, part of being a lurker, I assume. I read through all of the comments here, looked at the video and, quite surprisingly to me, ended up crying. That was the same day my friend mentioned this to me.
I don't really know why I'm sad for someone I don't know. There's a lot of possiblities.
What I do know is this, regardless of how much of a stranger Athus is, and as of now will continue to be to me.. I wish him, and his family and friends the best. He's managed to touch me enough to shed tears even after his passing, making me realize a few important things about life, and that takes a great guy.
So, I say, thank you Athus, the stranger I wish I could get to know.
Vila i frid. /Swedish
When i watched that club... tears literally fire-hoses out because that was the last clip and the last pose he've done on FA. damn why does it has to happening with you like that Athus. But at least you chooses the right club at the right moment. :"( For yo Athus I've saved that club from youtube into my computer with the help of a program. I'll keep this club forever save and well on a USB stick.
even though i didnt know you at all you just seem like an amazing person, and a true friend.
I just... I am really just crying now. It's a terrible thing that happened but may you rest in peace. we all love you.
You will always be in our hearts Athus. You were one of the firsts for me to ever get to know the fandom, and for that I thank you. You may not be here as a man anymore, but your character can live on through us all forever.
I should have done this sooner, but real life struck.
I hardly knew you, but I knew enough about you that your passing deeply affected me. In turn, I leave my Eulogy behind for you and all to view: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2814957/
Rest well you shall be missed by me as long as I draw breath.
I'm sorry I never knew of you until now...but you sounded like a kind person, and I hope you're truly a dragon now, someplace wonderful, and beautiful like the animation.
I never knew ya man, and I doubt I ever woulda, but when I heard of your death, I dunno, something happened. I felt sorrow for a complete stranger, someone who I've never seen nor talked to before, heck, I'd only visited your page once or twice. Though, now that I know you're gone I feel a great sorrow, even now whilst being on this page. Maybe you'll read this wherever you are, and maybe you won't but hey, I'll never know. But if you do, I want you to see how much of an impact you made and how many people are paying their respects. You were a very lucky man, and probably still am, I hear heaven's nice this time of year. Anyways, maybe I can actually meet you in the next life so I can see the man who provokes such emotions and say hi
Thankyou for the link to that animation. Thankyou for existing. And thankyou for the excellent customer support you provided when i was anxious about my razor the doberman toy being lost in the postal system. You were a good man the worlds a little darker without you.
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave bereft
I am not there. I have not left.
I never knew you until now but I understand that you have touched the hearts of many people. I hope you do the same to many more when watching watching us from up above
Man.... 4 months already? Its like it happened yesterday. Dammit, if I just had the power to see into the future and warn people for the danger up ahead.....
I watched this once again yesterday and I cried. Miss you Athus, Been a keen admirer of your artwork and the nice talks we had on here. I remember the first time I found you back in 2008 and I loved your creations ever since.
I can't believe that I missed such an amazing person... It sucks, because I joined the fandom about 6 months ago. Well, as a fellow dragon, I can only hope that you're wings are spread in glorious flight with God now. I'll see you one day, and hopefully I'll be able to steal a commission from you, regardless of your skill :') Rest in Piece, brother.
You really seemed like a nice boy, you might be gone... but I will be sure I will meet you soon or later n//n I will be happy to meet you in your new life some day n.n I wam sure that your scence will always be around for ever! n.n
We never knew each other, but oh how I wish we had; you seem like such a wonderful soul. I thank you deeply for introducing me to this amazing community.*bows head in respect* I solemnly hope that your journey through the glorious tides of the hereafter is as magnificent and peaceful as you could possibly wish it to be. =˘υ˘=
I don't know what I can say that hasn't been said already, especially for someone you never knew. Even so, I'm sad to not have known you, and that I never will. I feel like with this video and your description of it, regardless of its length I got to know a little piece of you, and I might have to hold back a few tears as I show it to my friends and remember that it was first shown to me by someone really special.
It's been over a year, and your memory lives on.
Rest well, my friend. Heaven is sooner than you'd think.
We've never spoken. You didn't even know me. It's taken me a long time to perk up the courage to leave this comment. You were, and still are, one of the biggest inspirations to me. Without someone like you, I never would have understood what it would've meant to be an otherkin. Because of you, I understand what I am inside, and that gave me the strength to carry on in this life, it pulled me from a pit of despair and confusion.
You're not dead. You're simply a beautiful creature in a beautiful place now. Please, watch over us, and especially Narse. And when it's time for us to spread our wings as well, guide us in our next life.
I find myself visiting this journal.. and this profile a lot..
You never knew me personally, but your a big reason I joined the fandom.. and thanks to the fandom many friends, my loves, my aspirations and so much more..
I have a lot.. to be thankful of you for..
Rest in Peace friend. you will forever be remembered.
I know we've never really spoken, and I am unsure if you've ever "heard me speak to you", but... I have to say thank you, for everything you've done.
You've helped me realize who I am deep down inside, thanks to you. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be doing what I am doing now; writing. It's because of you, that I gained the inspiration to do so and to pursue it. Granted, I'm not all that great at writing anything in particular, but I'm learning. Everything that's been going on to this day has been one big learning experience, and there is still so much to know. I am nothing more but a young and ignorant dragon. It will be through many experiences where I shall learn nearly everything I need to know about myself. Most of my past is still in the dark, but I am sure in time, everything will be clear as day.
I am sure that you are still watching over all of us to this day. I cannot wait to finally meet you, face to face, dragon to dragon... It would be an honor to meet the very dragon that helped me realize who, and what I really am. I shall not disappoint you Athus.
I only just found this page today, but looking down I still find myself crying and felt compelled to write something. The heart warming comments everyone has left you here is simply heart warming and inspiring. I only wish to pay my respects here and let you know that I still shed a tear even though we never crossed paths. You are clearly missed by those dearest to you. Rest In Peace.
Athus will always be loved. Even by those who never got to know him in Person.
You, on the other Hand... I really pity you.
Knowing nobody will ever miss you, especially not those who know you must be tough... I see where all that Envy comes from.
But most likely, you should better get used to the Idea you'll be the Nazi's Toy in Hell. Well, have Fun, I guess.
Because that's what tends to happen to Trolls who create new Accounts just because they're as gutless as you.
All that Disgrace... it sickens me. *Spits before your Feet and turns away*
Has it really been almost 2 years already? It still seems like only yesterday we lost Athus. I never knew him personally, and that sadly seems to be the case of so many of us nowadays. Though it's easy to feel cheated into never getting the chance to meet such a wonderful artist and friend, I feel that this video is a prime example of the message he would have wished to leave us: that of passing on the spirit of life and creativity, and never being afraid to chase your dreams. In a sense, he was a butterfly dragon to us all: fleeting, and yet leaving a lasting impression on us all. I don't know if Narse or any of those that actually knew him would agree, but this is the way I choose to remember him: as a loving friend and creative soul. I feel that although his life was short, it was a happy one, and he would have been proud of the legacy he left.
Its a shame the way our loved ones at times are just taken away, I may not have known him well but he always was willing to say hi and offer a warm hug...now let your wings go and may you watch over us and thank you...thank you for being here and showing us all to never give up in what you believe in and chase your dreams. May the ovens be calm for you dragon of the sea.
I never knew you, and now I never will. But from what i've seen, you're a very good person for alot of people. Please rest in peace, Friend. Soar high in the skies with other dragon kin, and may the goddess smile upon you, and give you an eternal happiness...
2,5 years. They've gone by in the blink of an eye. Yet, at the same time, seem like an eternity.
I may not have known you, but I wish I did. Even the blink of an eye seems like that same eternity, without those we care about.
Fly free and soar high.
I never knew you at all Athus but for some strange reason i have this feeling in my heart, that we somehow we known each other, we loved to the same things. Even though i have been on FA for only a year now, i have been in the fandom longer just wish i made this account sooner so we could have talked.
You made a very good bunch of friends on here. not only because of your art but everyone getting to know the kind, caring, gentle dragon soul who makes the art. From other comments i got to read, you seem to be a inspiration to everyone even me. I always wanted to find someone that was caring, kind and loving fur (but in this case a dragon) on here that was like me. I just love to help others anyways i can and i bet we would have been good friends but i am to late getting on FA before this happened.
To be honest i would happily take his place. He was a amazing artist but more of a amazing friend most of all from all the comments i got to read on not just this page but other pages as well. He didn't deserve to die like that, i think he had so much more to give, more than me. Seeing all the others sad from his departure from this world knowing they want him back like we all do just to say we love and miss him or to come back to us. I would just love to see everyone here happy again and even his family and friends and even his love happy again, so i would happily take his place if i could, just to see you all happy. Not saying i want to die or anything but i just care about others more than myself.
I guess we both cared about others like all of you wonderful furs and scalys on here. I might not draw or anything on FA (at least not yet) but i do love to help others anyway way i can by giving advice or to lend a shoulder to cry on or just to lend a ear or anything just to cheer anyone up, thats what i like to see everyone smiling and i bet its something he would want too. To see all you enjoying your lives to the fullest not to just grieve over him even though its good to once and awhile.
He is not gone, dragons never die they just go up in to the starts and deep blue sky to watch over everyone from up above, giving a little nudge in the right direction sometimes as well. He is forever a seadragon just in the deep blue sky sea. He will live on in our hearts forever and will be watching over this big family of ours called the furry fandom. After all we are one big happy family, well thats what i think anyway :)
Rest In Preach Athus (Brian)
We will miss you always and will keep your legacy alive spreading your wisdom to everyone. You are now a dragon and watching over us, don't forget to help a little too now. Have fun flying around being free and flying high. You won't ever be forgotten and always be remembered. Rest well my dragon brother, we will all meet again either in our next life or in heaven either way we all can't wait to meet and see you again. For now have fun flying around and do what you do best up there.
I never knew you but my heart is heavy to know of your passing. You were part of a community that I have only recently discovered. I can tell that you are beloved by your friends and fans and it makes me wish I knew you. Though I can't meet you, I feel like I can get to know you through your art and other who knew you. You were taken too soon, Rest In Peace.
H-hello there, Athus... I never got to know you, sadly, but I wish I had. I can see that you've made an impact on many people's lives, and I think that's awesome! I hope that we can meet someday in Heaven, and I also hope that you're having a great time swimming and doing all the things sea dragons should do!
I also give hugs and well wishes to your friends and family.
I watched this and it broke me, I was here before, just wanted to forget... But now, Athus, I wish I knew you before it all happened.
You was good person, you were taken too soon. I wish things had been different...
I never had the courage until now to tell you all these years since your passing, of how much youve shown, taught us, & even brighten our spirits even posthumously. My eyes and heart has opened ever since, and I thank you for the impact you've made to everyone even presently and perhaps 'till the end of time. I learned to help others in my ways. And it feels great to give...It sounds silly for me to say this despite what cant be controlled, but I'm really sorry we never met by chance due to how much I took things for granted before, not paying attention nor exploring enough. That has changed profoundly...I'd be sweet if I had gotten to know who you are, but that's already gone, like you are. Still, as your soul rests freely, my regrets have eased.
Please rest in eternal peace, im sure you've found your world of endless inner happiness~ ;.=.; *hugs* Its true you have a heart of gold, Athus
Today I am thankful that I had the opportunity to be your friend and to gave you in my life. It doesnt just have to be thanksgiving for me to be thankful for that. Things have changed so much since you left, but it's okay, it's for the better, and I see that now. The future looks so promising, I just wish you were here to be a part of it. We miss you, brother, though we know you are always with us in some way. You live on through your jokes and your stories that I share with every one. I miss that big goofy grin and your strength when faced with a challenge. You will always be the motivation to stand up for what is right, call out bullshit, being a true friend and to know when to walk away. You are also my inspiration to create and to innovative new ideas. You're one hell of a guy, Athus.
Now I know you wouldn't want me to be crying over you, so I will end this here as tears begin to fill my eyes.
I may not have known you, although I wish I did. From all of these people, all of these replies, everyone loves you, and even, no matter where you are, you have still yet touched me, even though you have passed.
You will and still are greatly missed, may your wings take you far across the wind, friend.
*Impressed, faved, and reshared*
Some of the best animations ever are done by students. Then they seem to vanish into life and the grind. :^ But with the interweb these days more folks can see their art!
But it's still awesome and thank you for sharing it!
that's all I can say, just, really, beautiful!
very impressive; maybe the students should make their own company jut so they can avoid the industry slog, this is breath-taking
Well, I never knew you until now, but I suppose I'm sorry I'll never be able to. ):
Everyone seems to wish you well though, wherever you are now. Peace. :)
Though your body is gone, you will never die as your friends will never forget ya,
may your spirit live on,
rest well Dragon of the Sea.
In pace requiscat.
Should have been them in the crash. Miss you like hell man - haven't even gone on steam since the news because I don't wanna have to see your offline contact and realize that it won't be coming online again. :/
I think this poem is one that you would approve of... I hope so...
I Am Not There
Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sun on ripened grain.
I am the gentle Autumn rain.
When you awake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
...9 months later, and this still made me cry...
I know we never actually met Athus, but this touched me deeper than anything has before, and I promise you I'll do my absolute best to pay it forward.
There is no tribute more perfect than this journal...
You will be deeply missed by many...
RIP
very beautiful.. T_T
R.I.P Athus
i hope when i leave the world i leave something this beautiful behind.
R.I.P
Rest in eternal peace my dragon brother.
and my condolences go out to narce and anyone affected by the passing of athus
may you rest in peace
In tribute to Athus the sleeping sea dragon http://www.furaffinity.net/view/667...../#cid:48101926
Be at ease
and fly free
R.I.P. Athus. :c
I know that not many people will agree with this prayer and it seems rude to chant to ones that might not see eye-to-eye with Neopaganism...
A Blessing
The Allfather, Odin, watches over you
Even as Freyja leads your soul into Fólkvangr.
Your body may not have been blessed this day,
But your soul will remain eternal.
The fields are bountiful and the villages, prosperous.
May you find peace outside of Miðgarðr, my brother,
You will be missed,
But come the end of our days, we will meet you,
And eye to eye we will finally see.
We love you,
My brother,
For now, I bid you
Rest in peace...
Requiescat in pace
A befitting video to meet his last journal.
Rest in peace, Athus.
To all his friends, family and loved ones; I am truly sorry for your loss. His passing was like a wave across the entire community -- no one person will go without knowing that a truly amazing artist and person has gone.
May wings of of majesty guide you home, Athus.
Rest in Peace.
If only you now could realize how many people miss you. Those close to you will never forget and the influence you left on the fandom will live on.
Perhaps we'll cross paths again in another life.
Rest in piece, Brian.
you will miss me , thk for all you have do for me
I stumbled across somebody's journal, mentioning your decease. This person needed to express himself.. so do I. Honestly, I was sad myself and cried a little. As I said, I don't know you, so why do I feel sad then? Because I care for what happened and for your friends, your mate and family. They must be in deep pain now. Something that can't be described.
Seeing how many people have left you nice comments here tells me, that you won't be forgotten. I would bet you made some awesome friends and you all have my sympathy.
Rest in peace.
In pace quietuat
Fly high Athus Nadorian
may you rest in peace
We weren't close- we were barely acquaintances- but, you were very nice to the tongue-tied dragoness who was so happy at meeting you, anyway. That shows a lot about the goodness of your character.
Good-bye, hon, know that I'll miss you.
R.I.P
So sudden to us...
Yet, to you, just around the bend?
A wordless note, as such.
Full of emotion,
And explaining just as much.
So many are sad to see you go.
They all loved you,
As much as, and so much more than you will know.
Your path here is not at a close,
Instead, it widens and opens before you
Showing you roads where only the wind flows.
Remember us, dear friend,
When you have flown the world anew,
How you proved to us...
Death is not the end.
(My condolences to Athus's family and friends, and, most especially, to Narse. My prayers are with you all. )
I never knew Athus. I never really knew anyone whose name is big, so to speak. I was never really active inside the fandom. I never was able to get used to visiting community sites, to post journals, or ever sit down and try to get better at drawing, I never paid for a commission or ever posted a story. I'm a nobody, more or less. My passion within the fandom lies with roleplay, the story heavy and character developing kind. Almost like collaborative storytelling, because I like writing but lack the patience for writing novels or short stories myself.
All I do is roleplay and play on furry servers, which to me sounds rather petty compared to being an artist of some kind.
I'm very much a lurker. I may also be very much a 'nobody.' I don't care, one way or the other, even though I periodically feel like trying to get into the community thing. A friend mentioned Athus' passing to me a few days ago. At first I didn't think very much of it. A few hours later I decided to go look, out of curiousity. I've always looked into things like this, part of being a lurker, I assume. I read through all of the comments here, looked at the video and, quite surprisingly to me, ended up crying. That was the same day my friend mentioned this to me.
I don't really know why I'm sad for someone I don't know. There's a lot of possiblities.
What I do know is this, regardless of how much of a stranger Athus is, and as of now will continue to be to me.. I wish him, and his family and friends the best. He's managed to touch me enough to shed tears even after his passing, making me realize a few important things about life, and that takes a great guy.
So, I say, thank you Athus, the stranger I wish I could get to know.
Vila i frid. /Swedish
you wont be forgotten,
Fly High and Seek Peace
I just... I am really just crying now. It's a terrible thing that happened but may you rest in peace. we all love you.
I never knew Athus...
Yet, when I got word of this, I immediately rushed to his page...
The first thing I looked for was a final journal.
And in his final journal would be a simple animation that would bring tears to my eyes that had not shed once in a long time.
I left my home tonight sniffling as I went to another Drama Club practice.
Who would have thought that one of the plays I'll be doing was called, "One Dragon to Another".
A touching story of a dragon and a butterfly.
I got the lead role as the dragon...
Rest in Peace, Athus. Even as a stranger, you'll always be in my memory.
~R.I.P. Athus we will never forget you~
I know you're a dragon now, flying around in a peaceful place somewhere I may never know.
I never knew you Athus, and I really wish I had.
At least now you are the dragon you didn't get to be born as before.
I hope you are having a great time wherever you are now. <3
I hardly knew you, but I knew enough about you that your passing deeply affected me. In turn, I leave my Eulogy behind for you and all to view: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2814957/
Rest well you shall be missed by me as long as I draw breath.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave bereft
I am not there. I have not left.
R.I.P.
Now, you reside in a "world" that is unfathomable with creativity!
I can't wait to share it with you!
may turn to dust with time.
Our spirits live on forever,
In a realm ripe for imagination.
Our spirits live on in our family,
in our friends and loved ones.
They carry our memory forever,
and hold us close to their hearts.
So even if I've gone to ash,
or even gone to stone.
Just remember I'm always with you,
no matter where you go.
So please stay strong,
and please stay aware.
That the slight breeze that brushes your muzzle,
the warmth that kisses your cheek at night.
That warmth is me, telling you to always remember me, and know I am always with you
I may not have known you, but to me, you are family, and will be forever
R.I.P
- Unknown
RIP Buddy.
I never knew him, but from what I heard, he was amazing...in every aspect.
May you Rest In Peace Athus~
Were Looking up at you, You're smiling down back at us.
It's been over a year, and your memory lives on.
Rest well, my friend. Heaven is sooner than you'd think.
You're not dead. You're simply a beautiful creature in a beautiful place now. Please, watch over us, and especially Narse. And when it's time for us to spread our wings as well, guide us in our next life.
You never knew me personally, but your a big reason I joined the fandom.. and thanks to the fandom many friends, my loves, my aspirations and so much more..
I have a lot.. to be thankful of you for..
Rest in Peace friend. you will forever be remembered.
You've helped me realize who I am deep down inside, thanks to you. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be doing what I am doing now; writing. It's because of you, that I gained the inspiration to do so and to pursue it. Granted, I'm not all that great at writing anything in particular, but I'm learning. Everything that's been going on to this day has been one big learning experience, and there is still so much to know. I am nothing more but a young and ignorant dragon. It will be through many experiences where I shall learn nearly everything I need to know about myself. Most of my past is still in the dark, but I am sure in time, everything will be clear as day.
I am sure that you are still watching over all of us to this day. I cannot wait to finally meet you, face to face, dragon to dragon... It would be an honor to meet the very dragon that helped me realize who, and what I really am. I shall not disappoint you Athus.
R.I.P. Athus. To this day, you are missed.
You, on the other Hand... I really pity you.
Knowing nobody will ever miss you, especially not those who know you must be tough... I see where all that Envy comes from.
But most likely, you should better get used to the Idea you'll be the Nazi's Toy in Hell. Well, have Fun, I guess.
Because that's what tends to happen to Trolls who create new Accounts just because they're as gutless as you.
All that Disgrace... it sickens me. *Spits before your Feet and turns away*
This is a fitting journal to be your last journal.
Be at ease
And fly free.
Just too bad I knew of your art AFTER you passed away.
RIP Athus Nadorian.
Time sure does fly and yet it isn't any easier to revisit this journal and watch that video again.
I didn't have the chance to know you personally, but I heard only good things about you.
I wish things had been different.
You are not forgotten.
Thank you for sharing it with us, you have become the Butterfly Dragon!
Rest in peace, wherever you are.
I may not have known you, but I wish I did. Even the blink of an eye seems like that same eternity, without those we care about.
Fly free and soar high.
Rest in Peace.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZmqdXG_Fv-c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PbNbwbJypgY
You made a very good bunch of friends on here. not only because of your art but everyone getting to know the kind, caring, gentle dragon soul who makes the art. From other comments i got to read, you seem to be a inspiration to everyone even me. I always wanted to find someone that was caring, kind and loving fur (but in this case a dragon) on here that was like me. I just love to help others anyways i can and i bet we would have been good friends but i am to late getting on FA before this happened.
To be honest i would happily take his place. He was a amazing artist but more of a amazing friend most of all from all the comments i got to read on not just this page but other pages as well. He didn't deserve to die like that, i think he had so much more to give, more than me. Seeing all the others sad from his departure from this world knowing they want him back like we all do just to say we love and miss him or to come back to us. I would just love to see everyone here happy again and even his family and friends and even his love happy again, so i would happily take his place if i could, just to see you all happy. Not saying i want to die or anything but i just care about others more than myself.
I guess we both cared about others like all of you wonderful furs and scalys on here. I might not draw or anything on FA (at least not yet) but i do love to help others anyway way i can by giving advice or to lend a shoulder to cry on or just to lend a ear or anything just to cheer anyone up, thats what i like to see everyone smiling and i bet its something he would want too. To see all you enjoying your lives to the fullest not to just grieve over him even though its good to once and awhile.
He is not gone, dragons never die they just go up in to the starts and deep blue sky to watch over everyone from up above, giving a little nudge in the right direction sometimes as well. He is forever a seadragon just in the deep blue sky sea. He will live on in our hearts forever and will be watching over this big family of ours called the furry fandom. After all we are one big happy family, well thats what i think anyway :)
Rest In Preach Athus (Brian)
We will miss you always and will keep your legacy alive spreading your wisdom to everyone. You are now a dragon and watching over us, don't forget to help a little too now. Have fun flying around being free and flying high. You won't ever be forgotten and always be remembered. Rest well my dragon brother, we will all meet again either in our next life or in heaven either way we all can't wait to meet and see you again. For now have fun flying around and do what you do best up there.
I also give hugs and well wishes to your friends and family.
You was good person, you were taken too soon. I wish things had been different...
-Rest in Peace
Rest in peace.
Please rest in eternal peace, im sure you've found your world of endless inner happiness~ ;.=.; *hugs* Its true you have a heart of gold, Athus
Now I know you wouldn't want me to be crying over you, so I will end this here as tears begin to fill my eyes.
Thank you, just....thank you for being you.
R.I.P to him eitherways.
you can read all the details on the journal that did his mate narse :'/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2813220/
RIP awesome guy...
You will and still are greatly missed, may your wings take you far across the wind, friend.