Chitter chit!

Time to come out. For those that haven't been watching me long, I used to have a male 'sona. And for those wondering why I chose to switch to a female 'sona and just couldn't figure it out for themselves or wanted to hear it from me first before assuming, here's why.

I"M A BICURIOUS TRANSEXUAL!!!

Feels a little bit better being able to openly admit it. For the longest time I've played around with the idea, and around the start of college I took little baby steps to kinda test myself. I let my hair grow out after high school graduation. I got my ears pierced at the end of my first semester. About midway through college, I tried shaving my body hair for the first time. And I'd kinda back off from all of it after reaching a peak each time, but looking back on it all, I can't keep trying to deny it or hide it. I feel so much more comfortable identifying as female, and if I can ever save up the funds, I'd like to make my body match with that.

Now as for my sexual leanings, I still tend to prefer boobies, but I'm open to the idea of being with a guy. Just not too keen on taking it up the arse as of yet, so it'd definitely have to be based on love and not on love-making. >.<

For now I plan to wait until I've talked with a psychiatrist before I do anything like legally changing my name or going around in public crossdressing, but I feel admitting it is definitely a good first step.

Rachael Twidom