So my ordeal started back in second grade who knows maybe a bit more back. It was my second time being in this grade so I see new kids all around me. Like always I am the shy quiet one but always wanted to have a friend to play with. Throughout the whole school year I was picked on for being quiet, always having my hair in a pony tail, the way I dressed and talked. People called me gay, ugly, loser, stupid, etc.

They used me to do their school work so they can go have free time. At the time I thought by doing this they would be my friends, but I was wrong. During the year there was a new student I thought I could be friends with her but I was wrong. This girl tormented me all the way up to 5th grade. She spat on me, pushed me around, called me such horrible names and spread rumors on me. We got into a fight once and she slammed me against the chalk board. Thankfully she was suspended for a few days while I got a 1 day suspension.

My bullying has lasted me from second up to tenth or eleventh grade. I never had a friend till I was on my second time in seventh grade and more friends when I was in tenth. All those years... People had made fun of me pushed me around, called me a bitch and a loser. Yet the only simple thing I even done was just be nice and quiet. Then it got to a point where I thought all my torment is over until I met my first boyfriend in high school. Everything was fine until he just started to get so abusive, demanding, mental abusing and verbally. He also put me in such positions where I wanted to suicide which that one time I strangled myself with a blanket thinking I am not needed no more but I stopped cause I knew it was a selfish move.

All those years of abuse has gotten me so soft yet I still try to do my best to be nice to everyone but sometimes I get a negative response. All those years of crying so much and being in that dark corner. I don't get how some of the population of humanity can be so cruel to those who have enough problems at home. I guess in life the tunnel may be dark but there is always a light in the other side.

This is my story and I hope it gives others the strength to be strong out there for those who are being bullied right now one day there will be a end to it. Just always know you're never alone. I always thought I was.

-  negawolfie

It's so sad when an innocent girl is put through this kind of pain, a tear was brought to my eye when I read this for the first time. I hope that now all is well in your life Anon you know we're all here for you <3