I shouldn't have to feel like this, but I do....
I can't say anything nice to you without you denying everything and yet you want me to believe you when you're nice to me..?

I hate it.
I want to believe that there's someone out there who's different, who thinks of me the way I think of them, but I just can't. You're no different than the others. You'll break my heart, you'll rip me to pieces, you'll make me realize how stupid I really am for even trying.
So why is it I can't go a day without talking to you? Why is seeing you even for a moment the only thing that makes my day?
I'm not like the other girls you like
I'm a horrible, ugly creature that can't even stand herself.
What do you see in me?
Or is it you just don't want to hurt my feelings?
If that's the case I'd rather you be honest.