Right and Wrong.
14 years ago
Just an advanced notice before the following content, its not a Rant.
Now, over the years I've done right and wrong like any average person does, the difference is I have gone back to my past before to apologise, in turn others have come to me and apologised. Now its true we are not all designed get along, differences happen, thats just the way it is, the point of this journal I am putting today is simple.
What have you done thats right and wrong?
This isn't designed be some sort of church journal to post stories with titles, no. This is my voicing of something I think some others could benefit from, doing themselves. that is. Pulling this off for some is harder, for reasons logical and then some completely daft, but, think of it as a whole, not just the one person. Maybe you stopped being friends for a really stupid reason, maybe it was a hard hitting nasty vocal fight and refuse forgiveness. Fact is who really gives a shit anymore?
Everyones replaced easily, new friend here, fuck buddy there. But what about the person[s] before, didnt you have good laughs, did they not mean anything to you in the end? Questions I can ask myself that stop me to think about the result, the future and sometimes even the current situation. Im not expecting people to suddenly bunch up in a big circle of friendship and sing songs about peace and love together, rather napalm such a thing myself.
My preached moment comes from asking people to just get along, nod and smile to eachother, forgive the past and look forward to the future, relax, take a step back, lift the wrongs off shoulders and do a little right for yourself and others.
I've never claimed be a model of perfection, I'm closer to a trainwreck that barely holds the rails, but I get along with life with some smiling and good friends. Right and Wrong to some is different to others, but when such a thing happens and wires get crossed, things are misheard or misread. Stop and ask yourself.
Right or Wrong?
And for those times you think you do right, and actually do wrong [even in the case of it being a one sided view] - just smile and apologise or bite your lip and maybe they will apologise another day.
Im not trying change the world in a furry journal. Im just trying ask people to forgive as I have amongst yourselves.
If I can forgive and be forgiven, why the hell can't you?
V²
I was never angry at you, but you were at me for something I never learned of.
Would I like to be friends, sure, maybe but cant unless the other party wants to.
The only thing I can suggest to you is be a little more personal, instead of just an online character.
as I said, I never hated you, you did at me so it was more a one sided cut to me. Some folks thought it was crazy that I wanted to get back to being acquaintances as you only told me to leave ya alone due to what I may have done that I never know of.
"This isn't designed be some sort of church journal to post stories with titles, no."
What DO you want :V
Funny how that turned out eh :V
I'm just here sitting waiting on you, what do you want in the end
That is all.
Here is hoping that somehow we can lay it to rest and even if we cannot build back a friendship at least ease the air and hostilities there in.
So here we go, and you know how hard I can find this from personal experience. But V... I'm sorry!