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14 years ago
No freakhound groups? Around this time last year my ex-step-mom left.
The past few days I’ve been feeling down, and yesterday I was very anxious.
I had a band contest today and had to get up around 7am. My dreams bothered me so I stayed in bed for an extra half-hour this morning. I was still a little anxious. I was alright at the contest but on the ride home I got thinking.
I continued to push away how I feel until a few hours ago when my boyfriend asked what was wrong. I told him and the second after I said her name, I started crying. Luckly for me, my boyfriend’s a complete sweet-heart. And he's trying to help me.
I’m refusing to let myself fall back into that horrible state of mind I was in when she left.