rant about real life.
14 years ago
kso.
i accidently made this journal blank, go me!
but anyway more onto the point.
i'd like to talk about homosexuality and homophobia.
now,
i'm questioning my orintation myself which, for you, is meaningless info.
but im just trying to give you a back drop to what im gonna say er rather why.
and well in my house, and in this town, everyone is...narrow minded...
ever hear the phrase; "Straight until proven gay" that describes how people will assume you are straight until well, you prove it to them? xD well uh everyone here is of that mindset. except some people. great people really. well...i thought it was bad, but then i heard a story...of how one of my peers almost got killed.
i never knew.
but anyway, he is gay and well some people tried to uh..."purify the town"
sickening to me. but i can understand where they could come from. don't rage at me for that. what i mean is...all homophobia is, is people being afraid of what they don't know...think about it. people are afraid of horror movies cause they don't know what is going to happen, and then it shows you rather suddenly! so i can see where homophobes are coming from. but what i don't like is well...just that their unknowingness.
if you knew me in real life you know that i get math easy and when others don't and ask me for help i get really...well i become a bastard. and well it's the same way with the homophobes.
now, i could say im gay, or straight or bi, but it wouldn't mean anything as well atm i don't care to label myself and this is why...
New guy in our group, codename to protect his identity: asshat.
now asshat probably is a nice guy...besides the verbal onslaughts he gives. and it's his onslaughts that gave him his codename ;D
but anyway. he's one of those guys that you think...he's so straight he isn't! (not to assume i actually think he's straight personally.) but anyway he is so obsessed with hurt gays it isn't funny. furthermore, without me telling anyone my orientation, he assumes i am gay ( which i very well could be who knows.) but anyway (it could've been cause i cursed him out for saying the word "faggot" which really consisted of calling him random curse words explaining what a faggot is and ending with guess what? his codename ;D )
so yeah. now i feel if i were to label myself it would be more than him. cause you see, it's not safe living on an island with only one exit. and especially not one that is so, black and white in views. any homosexuals deserve the right to be safe like any other human but here they don't even know the term.
that concludes my rant i know it was so unfocused xD
i accidently made this journal blank, go me!
but anyway more onto the point.
i'd like to talk about homosexuality and homophobia.
now,
i'm questioning my orintation myself which, for you, is meaningless info.
but im just trying to give you a back drop to what im gonna say er rather why.
and well in my house, and in this town, everyone is...narrow minded...
ever hear the phrase; "Straight until proven gay" that describes how people will assume you are straight until well, you prove it to them? xD well uh everyone here is of that mindset. except some people. great people really. well...i thought it was bad, but then i heard a story...of how one of my peers almost got killed.
i never knew.
but anyway, he is gay and well some people tried to uh..."purify the town"
sickening to me. but i can understand where they could come from. don't rage at me for that. what i mean is...all homophobia is, is people being afraid of what they don't know...think about it. people are afraid of horror movies cause they don't know what is going to happen, and then it shows you rather suddenly! so i can see where homophobes are coming from. but what i don't like is well...just that their unknowingness.
if you knew me in real life you know that i get math easy and when others don't and ask me for help i get really...well i become a bastard. and well it's the same way with the homophobes.
now, i could say im gay, or straight or bi, but it wouldn't mean anything as well atm i don't care to label myself and this is why...
New guy in our group, codename to protect his identity: asshat.
now asshat probably is a nice guy...besides the verbal onslaughts he gives. and it's his onslaughts that gave him his codename ;D
but anyway. he's one of those guys that you think...he's so straight he isn't! (not to assume i actually think he's straight personally.) but anyway he is so obsessed with hurt gays it isn't funny. furthermore, without me telling anyone my orientation, he assumes i am gay ( which i very well could be who knows.) but anyway (it could've been cause i cursed him out for saying the word "faggot" which really consisted of calling him random curse words explaining what a faggot is and ending with guess what? his codename ;D )
so yeah. now i feel if i were to label myself it would be more than him. cause you see, it's not safe living on an island with only one exit. and especially not one that is so, black and white in views. any homosexuals deserve the right to be safe like any other human but here they don't even know the term.
that concludes my rant i know it was so unfocused xD
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