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Well it's Halloween.... And... Just... Gah >3>
14 years ago
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~It's not a game, I'm not a robot AI challenging you,
I'm not a phantom,
I'm in your face, and
I'm here to see it through
Right before your eyes,
Watch us multiply,
Come to claim our rights - it's time
As our power grows,
Tryin' to stop us shows,
Might as well go try'n stop time
I'm not a phantom,
I'm in your face, and
I'm here to see it through
Right before your eyes,
Watch us multiply,
Come to claim our rights - it's time
As our power grows,
Tryin' to stop us shows,
Might as well go try'n stop time
Yeah…. I going to rant a lil bit hear, I don’t think I’m TO whiny, but please, don’t let me ruin your Halloween xD go away if ya feel the need, I won’t blame you, I just need to get this out.
So it’s Halloween. One of my favorite holidays, holder of so many pleasant memories. And I have no custom, I did nothing befitting this weekend, and if I get a comish to celebrate Halloween it’ll be after the fact. Why is all this? Because I have so little of my life together, by the time I noticed Halloween was here, it was too late. Oh I’ve said it was because I was focused on Xmas, making sure I would have money for gifts and such. But really, that sounds like an excuse.
I just…. Don’t seem to have anything together. And I suppose I made a decent step, deciding, rather than spending my Halloween sleep till noon I would turn it in, sometime after the AM’s have striken. But my steps are so small, and don’t seem to add up for me. I’m trying to pull this sad life together, but it keeps coming apart. I mean how sad are my days that I can’t even notice, or get hyped for one of my favorite times of year?
It’s just frustrating is all. I feel like I’ve betrayed myself. Like if I could visit myself from any point in the past, he would hit me or something, why can’t I have some freaking diligence? I’ve turned into such a waste of space, and the things I do have hardly slown that down.
I’m sorry to anyone who cared enough to ignore the warning; I really hope I haven’t put a damper on your day. I just had to get this out already. I’m still going to do my best to have a nice Halloween, but this disappointment, to myself and no one else, needs to serve as a reminder.
I wish you all a Happy Halloween, from the bottom of my heart, do your best to have a great day okay?
So it’s Halloween. One of my favorite holidays, holder of so many pleasant memories. And I have no custom, I did nothing befitting this weekend, and if I get a comish to celebrate Halloween it’ll be after the fact. Why is all this? Because I have so little of my life together, by the time I noticed Halloween was here, it was too late. Oh I’ve said it was because I was focused on Xmas, making sure I would have money for gifts and such. But really, that sounds like an excuse.
I just…. Don’t seem to have anything together. And I suppose I made a decent step, deciding, rather than spending my Halloween sleep till noon I would turn it in, sometime after the AM’s have striken. But my steps are so small, and don’t seem to add up for me. I’m trying to pull this sad life together, but it keeps coming apart. I mean how sad are my days that I can’t even notice, or get hyped for one of my favorite times of year?
It’s just frustrating is all. I feel like I’ve betrayed myself. Like if I could visit myself from any point in the past, he would hit me or something, why can’t I have some freaking diligence? I’ve turned into such a waste of space, and the things I do have hardly slown that down.
I’m sorry to anyone who cared enough to ignore the warning; I really hope I haven’t put a damper on your day. I just had to get this out already. I’m still going to do my best to have a nice Halloween, but this disappointment, to myself and no one else, needs to serve as a reminder.
I wish you all a Happy Halloween, from the bottom of my heart, do your best to have a great day okay?
and you should too
you may feel as if you have gotten nowhere but think about it?
without you doing what you did in the past?
you wouldn't have met all the people you have now,and you wouldn't be the real you now would you?
either way man
you're still cool to me
so hope your halloween gets better
I do appreciate the kind words, and trying to look at things in a positive life, but I already played that card a while back, can't do it again x3
what do you think you can do to make yourself better?
or accomplish?
im on most of the day ^^
17, depressed and manic as fuck, everyone teling me confusing shit... it sucks. But it's a hole, not a fissure, you can climb
out. It just takes the right sort of thinking and personal motivation. Everyone will tell you to buck up, but unless you kick
your own ass, you'll never feel better and you'll never succeed.
is to outnumber the losses and you sorta come out far enough to reach your next goal. XD