Name the band that made that song and you get a cookie made by yours truly!

Anyway I freaking got a wisdom tooth coming in... And that's the first of four that I know of aaaaaand I hate it. Lol lots of rotty hate these days. :p

I guess if I had to say I was feeling anything it'd be fear. I am afraid of the pain I'll feel. Of the surgery I'll need and of the fact im still growing up even though I'm fighting it the whole Time!! I freakin hate the idea that I won't be able to do the things I do now because it'll hurt to do anything active. I hate that I loose half my friends every 7 years and just move on. I am kind of scared of being too old for this even.

I figure I'll grow out of the fandom like so many others do and I have even been tired of it now even though I've only been in it for two years. Idk I really freakin hate the idea of me old... Or even grown up. To be an adult is scary and sounds tough. And if I could get some respect or recognition by acting immature or just acting like a kid I would do it all the time. I know that's not he way that life works so I grow up just like everyone else and I do stupid adult things like everyone else.

Anyway the main point to this whole journal is fuck wisdom teeth!

So yeah!