Journal Update
14 years ago
General
*lights come up one at a time, revealing a lone being standing on stage, slowly he raises his head until it is in perfect position, his eyes open, looks around, then stares straight at the audience, he takes a few slow deep breathes, opens his mouth, and says...*
Hey everyone. Thought I'd do an update on my life, even though I know this isn't the proper place to do it on, but I don't have a livejournal and don't want one really. I'll try to make this short, but don't quote me on that (warning, there might be some grammer errors, so please excuse me for that).
General:
I've still been trying to find a job as of now, and after attending a job convention in Little Rock...well let's just say I'm gonna try my luck at ONE place that might hire me.
Personal:
I think I'm really showing that I'm angry all the time, even around my family. I seriously need to work on my social and people skills and lighten up a lot more. However, that for me seems to be difficult, because I'm always angry. I don't know what I'm angry at, I just am. And I believe I'm one of those people who expect to be handed things like jobs and money for no hard-work. Because I don't look for jobs all the time, just every so often, when I even feel like it.
Other news:
I think I'm starting to lose my fascination with being a furry, or a babyfur for that matter. The reason I say that, is because I'm looking at myself and comparing myself to other furries/babyfurs out there, and I don't seem to like a lot of things that most of them like. For example; dressing up in baby outfits, roleplaying as an adult baby in real life, or even going out in public as one. I'm not into that kind of stuff, I prefer to keep my furry life private, and at the least, minimal (just diapers, sorry). I seem to be more into anime, so I guess that makes me an otaku.
We're almost done people just one more thing to talk about, then I'll quit. For all those that have read this far, good for you.
Last news:
I'm gonna be cleaning out my contacts in Yahoo and Skype. Why, because there are a lot of people in my contacts whom I do not talk to at all or not enough. For anyone who wishes to still be in my contacts, please let me know (with a note to my inbox on here).
Thank you all for taking time out of your busy schedules to read this, and sorry if it was too long for some of you. Thank you, and goodnight.
General:
I've still been trying to find a job as of now, and after attending a job convention in Little Rock...well let's just say I'm gonna try my luck at ONE place that might hire me.
Personal:
I think I'm really showing that I'm angry all the time, even around my family. I seriously need to work on my social and people skills and lighten up a lot more. However, that for me seems to be difficult, because I'm always angry. I don't know what I'm angry at, I just am. And I believe I'm one of those people who expect to be handed things like jobs and money for no hard-work. Because I don't look for jobs all the time, just every so often, when I even feel like it.
Other news:
I think I'm starting to lose my fascination with being a furry, or a babyfur for that matter. The reason I say that, is because I'm looking at myself and comparing myself to other furries/babyfurs out there, and I don't seem to like a lot of things that most of them like. For example; dressing up in baby outfits, roleplaying as an adult baby in real life, or even going out in public as one. I'm not into that kind of stuff, I prefer to keep my furry life private, and at the least, minimal (just diapers, sorry). I seem to be more into anime, so I guess that makes me an otaku.
We're almost done people just one more thing to talk about, then I'll quit. For all those that have read this far, good for you.
Last news:
I'm gonna be cleaning out my contacts in Yahoo and Skype. Why, because there are a lot of people in my contacts whom I do not talk to at all or not enough. For anyone who wishes to still be in my contacts, please let me know (with a note to my inbox on here).
Thank you all for taking time out of your busy schedules to read this, and sorry if it was too long for some of you. Thank you, and goodnight.
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