Knee deep in the river try'n to get clean.


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Gods what a day it was... the 10th was not a kind day to this old bear. It started out fine then that whole "You've been laid off" thing reared its gnarled, chewed up, ugly head and made me remember things. You know how they say 'There's no I in team'? Well as everyone told me "It's a dog eat dog world out there." who knew that vore would be a prominent fetish in the work space down here? One person really showed me that while team may not contain an I it sure did contain "ME". I must admit I feel like the individual singled me out in some manner. Bein' kicked off the corporate ladder may not have been a long fall but the shit just kept piling up against me. Now it seems that people in my most recent work place [beyond the one friend I made from my previous position] has nuked me like a cancer. It's only been about 2 months and my former coworkers that I've contacted have seemingly forgotten me. One apparently changed numbers with some rude twat. The other just blatantly forgot me. *peh*

But that's that and this is now so *blows that pile of scrapcrap up with a well placed Crit Rocket*. As the Marine's say "Semper Fi" Carry on! Anyway to carry on with the message! I saw that  Nataya was doing free pics so I posted a link to my ref pic :) My patients/moral was pretty low due to the damned occurrence of that whole "ME" teamperson and I thought she had overlooked me so I hid my comment.

Little did I know she'd actually do a pic! I have to say it perked me up considerably :) Thank you again Nataya for the awesome pic :) I really really love it :D

As for my commission folks I've been writing just slowly x.x very slowly. I cant seem to get a good hour to where I can keep prying eyes from my monitor >.> only at night @.@ I'll see what I can do hopefully by the end of the week I'll have atleast ONE story done x.x

Oh'n Tolstoy o.o I tried to sign up for Ustream so's I could chat in your stream but I guess the system's buggered. It didn't send me a message to confirm my registration to the site o.o will try again sometime.