i'm going through a panic attack, not a full blown one, but a, oh shit where is it!! type of one....

i went to sign on yesterday (Friday) and did anything, put my signing on book in my bag, met up with a friend, whom i was spending the night with, and took the book out of my bag, to clean it out, and put everything back in neatly, i saw it in my bag before we went back to mine in the morning, and when i got home, and starting putting things back, and saw that my sign on book isn't in my bag..........i had turned to my friend an said, i think i left my signing on book at yours, and she said she'll have a look when she gets home, and i had a message saying, i can't find it anywhere!!! i checked everywhere for it and had no luck in finding it.

and theres me panicking and whining fearing myself because i have never lost my signing on book before.

i asked mum if they will let me have a new signing on book, because i had lost it, but the only prob is, it had my national insurance number on it and i don't know mine off by heart O_O

i feel like a idiot losing it T_T