So last night my mate and I got in a fight. Then he basically came to a resolution that he didn't want to be with me anymore, and I was also told that a large portion of our relationship was a fallacy on his end. I am crushed and I'm not sure what or how to feel. I'm just sort of numb feeling right now, and I've kept myself calmed down with tobacco. This is a really rough time for me right now, and I need what help from my friends that i can get.