FA+
Shop
I am Sick In the Hospital!!! :C
14 years ago
I am sorry that I have not been here with you all, an I know that many heartfelt get wells have already come and gone, I assure you that I have read them all and they have all moved me deeply and helped keep me going through all of this. I have been sick and admitted in the hospital with a very unique illness that the doctors do not quite understand and they have not been able to help me very much. The condition is not what is threatening my life though its instead the the inflammation and infections as a side effect.
I am allowed my laptop on occasion and have been checking my emails and FA feverishly for the past 2 weeks since I have been admitted. I have seen everything and I have wanted to respond SOOO bad but I have been too afraid and too guilty of my absence to say anything. It really is not a nice situation I hope everyone understands :c I am a bit more brave now and I will go around +watching everyone and faving when I can!!!
When I get well, which will not be a speedy process, I promise I will do my VERY best to make it all up to all of you who have made me feel special all of these weeks since I have first arrived with your kind word and watches. Your words and action have not gone unnoticed and they are so moving that they send me to tears.
I will probably post a journal soon explaining what is wrong with me, because I believe everyone who is loyal enough to follow me deserves to know and understand who I am. I can not bring myself to right now though because it is not an easy thing for me to admit, it is life changing and really really embarrassing for me. I may have the courage to post a profile picture of myself, but I have to run it by the wisdom of my closest friends on FA.
Which bring me too my very special in sincere thank you's
Without Soline and her guidance I might never have made it to the hospital and I would have been dead, I owe this girl my life and I can never repay her for what she has done, she is so special to me I wish I could meet her in person so she could just understand 1% of how I feel. Please for me everyone thank her for all that she has done. If I could you have no idea how many hugs I would give you!!!
Tape was there with me just as Soline was, she is a wonderful girl and I really can not tell her how much I love and care for her. I wish I was able to meet her in life as well to give her the world's biggest hug.
Veck is a sweetheart and the first person I turned to when I was in trouble, he was great and calmed me down, he was so calming and kept me from hysterics those first few days and I cant thank him enough, he is the closest thing I have to a dad ;3
Such a sweet and bubbly personality!!! She would always put me in a good mood every time I talker to her, she does not have a mean bone in her body and she always did her best to make sure I was happy. I could not think of a better friend ;3
A soon to be mommy and the sweetest girl in existence!! She has kept me filled to the top with love and I love her very much back!! She is like the mom I never had and she means so much ;3 I hope to meet her soon ;3
The absolutly wonder man that is mated with Partycat, they are very happy together and I wish them a lifetime of that continued happinness. He is seriously like the sweetest man in the world!!!! I hope to see him along with Partycat in the future ;3
Tiffy is such a wonderful person, she has been an amazing girl who's should I could cry on and she has been tremendous support. She has offered me something so very dear to my heart and those words alone brought me back from a depression. She is so wonder full I hope to smother her in hugs when I get better and can go an visit her!!!! She is drawing a gift for me that has an unbelievable amount of sentimental value, I can never thank her enough through the internet and it make me so mad just thinking that I cant!! I love her like a sister!!! ;3
A very special guy who has kept my up with conversation while I am sick!!!
A very special guy who has kept me alive with his care and advice, he is really means something to me ;3
A very special girl, she is also very special with me, I wish her the best and she is so nice to me!! ;3 I may see her in the future as well!!
Sweet guy who has been been soo very kind to be vocal about my hospital stay, he is amazing and I wish I could hug him right now!!!
This specifically goes out to Dani who is an AMAZING girl!!! omg I wish I was with you right now there would be so much to talk about, she has been a great ear and she comforts me in so many ways!!! And her amazing boyfriend who let me get in touch with her. He is very sick right now and needs love too!!!
Sweet guy from mother Russia!!! I wish he was closer so I could go and see him, he is so sweet!!!! ;3
so much emotion and tears went into these words I am sorry if I have fallen short of anything even close to how I feel about these People, I am feeling a bit more ill right now than when I first started writing this, and my mind clouds up from the medicine
If you are feeling generous or concerned enough I give everyone permission to redirect anyone they want to here or my page to leave shouts or an encouraging and heartwarming comment comment, they are like medicine and it helps me to know that I am loved ;3
The doctors and nurses sometimes take away my little netbook and actually dont want me to have it at all but I get so upset with they do that they cant and they always give it back. It is my only connection to the outside world :c
I will go around and give my personal Thank yous to everyone who has said anything when I can and feel better, it means so much to me!
P.s. If anyone is mean to my new friends I will growl and bark at them >:c
I am allowed my laptop on occasion and have been checking my emails and FA feverishly for the past 2 weeks since I have been admitted. I have seen everything and I have wanted to respond SOOO bad but I have been too afraid and too guilty of my absence to say anything. It really is not a nice situation I hope everyone understands :c I am a bit more brave now and I will go around +watching everyone and faving when I can!!!
When I get well, which will not be a speedy process, I promise I will do my VERY best to make it all up to all of you who have made me feel special all of these weeks since I have first arrived with your kind word and watches. Your words and action have not gone unnoticed and they are so moving that they send me to tears.
I will probably post a journal soon explaining what is wrong with me, because I believe everyone who is loyal enough to follow me deserves to know and understand who I am. I can not bring myself to right now though because it is not an easy thing for me to admit, it is life changing and really really embarrassing for me. I may have the courage to post a profile picture of myself, but I have to run it by the wisdom of my closest friends on FA.
Which bring me too my very special in sincere thank you's
Without Soline and her guidance I might never have made it to the hospital and I would have been dead, I owe this girl my life and I can never repay her for what she has done, she is so special to me I wish I could meet her in person so she could just understand 1% of how I feel. Please for me everyone thank her for all that she has done. If I could you have no idea how many hugs I would give you!!!
Tape was there with me just as Soline was, she is a wonderful girl and I really can not tell her how much I love and care for her. I wish I was able to meet her in life as well to give her the world's biggest hug.
Veck is a sweetheart and the first person I turned to when I was in trouble, he was great and calmed me down, he was so calming and kept me from hysterics those first few days and I cant thank him enough, he is the closest thing I have to a dad ;3
Such a sweet and bubbly personality!!! She would always put me in a good mood every time I talker to her, she does not have a mean bone in her body and she always did her best to make sure I was happy. I could not think of a better friend ;3
A soon to be mommy and the sweetest girl in existence!! She has kept me filled to the top with love and I love her very much back!! She is like the mom I never had and she means so much ;3 I hope to meet her soon ;3
The absolutly wonder man that is mated with Partycat, they are very happy together and I wish them a lifetime of that continued happinness. He is seriously like the sweetest man in the world!!!! I hope to see him along with Partycat in the future ;3
Tiffy is such a wonderful person, she has been an amazing girl who's should I could cry on and she has been tremendous support. She has offered me something so very dear to my heart and those words alone brought me back from a depression. She is so wonder full I hope to smother her in hugs when I get better and can go an visit her!!!! She is drawing a gift for me that has an unbelievable amount of sentimental value, I can never thank her enough through the internet and it make me so mad just thinking that I cant!! I love her like a sister!!! ;3
A very special guy who has kept my up with conversation while I am sick!!!
A very special guy who has kept me alive with his care and advice, he is really means something to me ;3
A very special girl, she is also very special with me, I wish her the best and she is so nice to me!! ;3 I may see her in the future as well!!
Sweet guy who has been been soo very kind to be vocal about my hospital stay, he is amazing and I wish I could hug him right now!!!
This specifically goes out to Dani who is an AMAZING girl!!! omg I wish I was with you right now there would be so much to talk about, she has been a great ear and she comforts me in so many ways!!! And her amazing boyfriend who let me get in touch with her. He is very sick right now and needs love too!!!
Sweet guy from mother Russia!!! I wish he was closer so I could go and see him, he is so sweet!!!! ;3so much emotion and tears went into these words I am sorry if I have fallen short of anything even close to how I feel about these People, I am feeling a bit more ill right now than when I first started writing this, and my mind clouds up from the medicine
If you are feeling generous or concerned enough I give everyone permission to redirect anyone they want to here or my page to leave shouts or an encouraging and heartwarming comment comment, they are like medicine and it helps me to know that I am loved ;3
The doctors and nurses sometimes take away my little netbook and actually dont want me to have it at all but I get so upset with they do that they cant and they always give it back. It is my only connection to the outside world :c
I will go around and give my personal Thank yous to everyone who has said anything when I can and feel better, it means so much to me!
P.s. If anyone is mean to my new friends I will growl and bark at them >:c
here is some idea; maybe you can have someone get you a block of paper and a good, reliable ball pen, so you can scribble and sketch away when the creativity arises.
when I had to lay low at the hospital due to a crushed big toe being infected being able to draw some scetches was what kept me sane. :P
I am afraid I cant even have paper and pen to draw on, I am not allowed to move or even turn on my side, it is a very special situation >.>
It is all that I can do without them ripped the laptop away from me, which is their next threat if I misbehave.
not allowed to move? aw damn. I would really go insane with that... and, I move around a lot while sleeping. and would snore the living daylights out of my roomates, too. :P
*carefully hugs back*
I might real soon, busying myself with trying to reach out to the community today! Been meaning too ever since I got here!! I need alot of talk and pepping up, I will be sure to note you later sweetie ;3
Thank you so much!!!
i MISS YA.
I'm always happy to chat with you if you so wish someime
*long warm hugs*
^^
more well-wishes and whatnot :o will have you in my thoughts today
Well, I'm yet another part of the crowd that is cheering for you. You ARE a kind person, are you not?
If I can get some time to draw, I'd LOVE to turn the request into a trade.
Dont worry though sweetie they are such good tears, I am so happy that I mean so much!!!
And a request into a trade!!!! You dont have to but my tail wags at the thought!!!! ;3
I'm glad you're still there getting taken care of. We all want to see you pull through this.
I'll be here whenever you need me. You know how to contact me.
<333
Looking forward to the note that says "I'm home and all I have to do is heal!!!!"
:)
*hugs*
whelp i didnt make the list :3
D: resttt. get well.
or else >:C
I had no idea that any of this was going on! I hope you feel better soon. Just take it easy for it and it'll pass in time.
But what it all comes down to is that I am all ears all the time for you! No matter what, I'm sticking with you all the way through this whole thing. I'm never going to leave you, ever! I just wish I was there so I could take the pain away. :) ...And yell at those nasty doctors! >:(
If you suspect medical malpractice, -please- report it and take steps if you can to have her transferred to another facility.
And if I've read a little too far between the lines and nothing's really wrong, forgive me please.
Note me anytime!
I wish you the best in this hard times :3
Please get well soon, you are such a sweet person, and deserve only the best!
I'd eat all the humming birds in the world if it meant you would get better...from my regurgitated hummer gruel. *regurgitates the hummers into his paws and offers you the feathery mess*
*licks* :-3
Get well soon,
DJ
Get Well Soon!
-Lock
Look at all these people bringing you wellwishes! It's a beautiful thin to be surrounded by those who care, especially those you mentioned in your journal.
You are a beautiful person, and a wonderful upcoming artist.
I will keep you in my prayers, and I hope that soon you will be getting better soon.
~TesxaCoyote
if you ever feel like talking or whatnot throw me a note!
get well soon all right?
Take care
~Silvac
I would advise not worrying yourself about not being able to respond back or comment or watch; that's not the point of why people are sending you love and hoping for a recovery. They want you *TO* recover. :3 So, continue reading on, and stay connected to those who are watching out for you and you care about deeply...the rest of us will be happy sitting on the sidelines waiting.
Ya just rest and take comfort in the comments and well-wishes, and everyone will be happy to see you come back. :3