well... today i went to the optomotrists... or w/e theyre called
and i find out my eyes are super light sensitive... D:
sollution: sunglasses
so we shoped around for some sunglasses coz i dont have any
... it went something like this
"do you have anything wider"
"thats the widest weve got"
... why is my head so big D:
my mother even trie dto take me to a surf shop
no wai!!!! if i went there cool people might see me
well not that cool people see me
but they might see a mother and purposefully look for her child ot unleash a blimp full of shame tactics... and stuff
my self esteem was suffering already
im already too afraid to draw...
well i can still draw... its just horribal
D:!!! and i needed to draw a bday preasant for  turninto
now what am i to do?
if i had moneys id comission someone to do it for me
but then it wouldnt mean as much
and i went to all the trouble of interviewing him secretly and slowly in the most discrete way i know how!
... man im pathetic TT-TT