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14 years ago
Just to update you all on the 'ex boyfrined' issue shit..
It is getting worse..he made a DA account and now im just sitting and watching, waitng for him to ruin my life again, i cant do anything...He has a new girlfriend..and SHE FUCKING CALLED ME...while they were out at the mall...and she bragged bout how much they are having fun and how much they love each other...Im just sitting there...shaking...not knowing what to think and do...But she called me a whore and hung up, i just stared at the phone..idk how long i did that..but i just put down the phone...I felt too numb to do anything...I still feel numb but...alil better..But not much..Im thinking of taking time off here...I think i just need to be away and be among my family..All i seem to do is fuck up right now and stuff..So call i need is a few days up to a week away..It is thankgiving after all soon and...its time for me to prepare....And if he comes over again? ill sue..im sick of being beat..
To all my watchers and fans..Ill miss ya, ill update stuff on my FA, not here. So sorry for those who want to keep in contact...Sorry..
Fore those i owe stuff to, i will get them done....Just slower than usual...Please bear with me..
I love you all.. bye
Sorry all, im away with busniess...Please dont ask what..Ill let you all know when i get home..if i come home...
neh..
Im working on a BIG GIFT for my Love and for my bro..so i mwont be taking anymore trades. Commissions maybe cause i REALLLLLLY need the points...(on DA)
Anyway....Noone caught my kiriban at 1,000...im setting a new one at 2,000 so keep watching~
(on DA)
Im gonna go now...i have alotto do...Sorry...
Bye all
It is getting worse..he made a DA account and now im just sitting and watching, waitng for him to ruin my life again, i cant do anything...He has a new girlfriend..and SHE FUCKING CALLED ME...while they were out at the mall...and she bragged bout how much they are having fun and how much they love each other...Im just sitting there...shaking...not knowing what to think and do...But she called me a whore and hung up, i just stared at the phone..idk how long i did that..but i just put down the phone...I felt too numb to do anything...I still feel numb but...alil better..But not much..Im thinking of taking time off here...I think i just need to be away and be among my family..All i seem to do is fuck up right now and stuff..So call i need is a few days up to a week away..It is thankgiving after all soon and...its time for me to prepare....And if he comes over again? ill sue..im sick of being beat..
To all my watchers and fans..Ill miss ya, ill update stuff on my FA, not here. So sorry for those who want to keep in contact...Sorry..
Fore those i owe stuff to, i will get them done....Just slower than usual...Please bear with me..
I love you all.. bye
Sorry all, im away with busniess...Please dont ask what..Ill let you all know when i get home..if i come home...
neh..
Im working on a BIG GIFT for my Love and for my bro..so i mwont be taking anymore trades. Commissions maybe cause i REALLLLLLY need the points...(on DA)
Anyway....Noone caught my kiriban at 1,000...im setting a new one at 2,000 so keep watching~
(on DA)
Im gonna go now...i have alotto do...Sorry...
Bye all
Though I could try and give you advice I doubt that I would be able to give you anything of much use in your horrible situation though I can give a little understanding toward it for certain. I have recently split with my own girlfriend and it was due to depression and lack of talking between us both, she will feel the same way as you do if I was to ever gain a new girlfriend though unlike your Ex I'm not like that and would never intentionally cause my own Ex to feel so bad and so hurt.
What your Ex is doing is tantamount to abusing you, making you feel worthless and hurt to cover over the clear fact he is a bastard by the sound of it, having and needing to brag to make sure you are the one that suffers. I may be reading this all wrong, sure, but it sounds like you would be more than right to sue the bastard for what he's doing to you, it's a form of abuse as said. I wish I could say to you to stay strong, I will instead give you a few words
You are clearly better than he and his new girlfriend will ever be, they are beneath your feet. Step over them and look to a future far better, one that has appeared since you are free from that bastard. Look to the future, realize you are freed from someone like that and free to meet someone so much better
I wish you all the luck I can, you can do it, you can do anything you want, if you put your heart to it
I have a feeling I am not that much help at all but I do wish there was more I could do. I simply wish the best for you and do hope you will step on or over the idiots hurting you and prove you are far better than they will ever be. They fear your strength of heart, which is why they will try and keep you hurt.
Good luck, dear one