All this extra cash and nothing to spend it on :P

I've been wanting to commission for a while but I honestly find nobody worth commissioning. Not to sound at all self centered but honestly I want to commission somebody who can at least draw as good as me, but doesn't cost an arm and a leg. These qualifications simply do not exist. I'm not going to put out cash if I feel I can just draw it myself and I certainly do not wish to spend 40$ on something that's barely more then a lineart.

Another problem I have is finding an artist who draws in a style that I like. I don't like cute and I don't like happy. My character Tezztor is pissed off and only wants to gut out anything that gets in his way then strangle them with their own intestines. I like realism or semi realistic with a but of exaggerated fantasy feel to it. I like gritty and down to earth. Most artists I see only wish to draw cute shit or porn.

Sometimes I feel as if the only way I'm ever going to see art I like is if I draw it myself. Sad because I like to see other artists interpret my characters. As much as I may like it I've not really seen anybody who draws in a way I like. I've been searching for a while but it seems a lost cause