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14 years ago
Talk about feeling useless... something ive gotten used to feeling ever since high school.
I find myself owing money to income taxes due to a mistake that was made, and i had been given too much money as a refund. Now that the mistake got resolved, i need to pay back the amount they overpaid me.
The problem?
I am STILL jobless with zero income, so while i wait for a job, my payment is on hold indefinetly, acquiring interest daily.
ive been searching for jobs (including temporary ones) only to find jobs im unable to apply for, for various reasons:
-requires x years of experience minimum to even be considered.
-requires own transportation (i only have a begginers liscence, and own no vehicle)
-the only jobs i can apply for, i have no means to get there even if i traveled with my father, since the hours are just too different.
OR id have to go back to a call center, wich would make me quiting my previous call center job pointless.
-zero local jobs in this town
all other jobs require education from college/university wich requires money to go to (wich i dont have any), oh, did i also mention i seem to be incapable to determine what i actually want to take at college?
Geez... why dont the world just stands on its head for all i know. As its stands, i have zero means of moving forward in my life. Makes me wonder if thats how life should be, as it sure has felt this way since the last half of high school.
Sorry for wasting your time with my venting.
I find myself owing money to income taxes due to a mistake that was made, and i had been given too much money as a refund. Now that the mistake got resolved, i need to pay back the amount they overpaid me.
The problem?
I am STILL jobless with zero income, so while i wait for a job, my payment is on hold indefinetly, acquiring interest daily.
ive been searching for jobs (including temporary ones) only to find jobs im unable to apply for, for various reasons:
-requires x years of experience minimum to even be considered.
-requires own transportation (i only have a begginers liscence, and own no vehicle)
-the only jobs i can apply for, i have no means to get there even if i traveled with my father, since the hours are just too different.
OR id have to go back to a call center, wich would make me quiting my previous call center job pointless.
-zero local jobs in this town
all other jobs require education from college/university wich requires money to go to (wich i dont have any), oh, did i also mention i seem to be incapable to determine what i actually want to take at college?
Geez... why dont the world just stands on its head for all i know. As its stands, i have zero means of moving forward in my life. Makes me wonder if thats how life should be, as it sure has felt this way since the last half of high school.
Sorry for wasting your time with my venting.
I'm still figguring out what i want to do, originaly i wanted to do architcture, but close to the last 5 - 6 weeks it became apperent it wasn't for me. Also I went with the full work loade, wich was a big mistake, so i have droped down to 3 courses out of the original 6, and i have desided to take General Education Cources.
Hope things work out
Jag
Argh what the heck, if I didn't know the effects that going to a call center job would have on you, I'd have to tell you to bite the bullet and go back for it.. but...
As things stand - are you able to do some volunteer work? That often looks good on the resume, and gives you something to put on it in any case, to show that you are dedicated and want to do things.
I am personally these days going to apply to work as a cleaner at the hospital - is that something that would be acceptable for you (stuff like that)? It's low end, and more than likely not high paying, but it's something - unless it's something you tried already.
Nghl. You're definitely not useless though, not when it comes to friends.... think of all the good times we shared, and how happy you do in fact, make me.
the main problem i have at working at cleaning jobs is, i need to be able to get at the locations that need cleaning, as there is nothing here as far as jobs go. and since i have no reliable transportation, i cant do anything about it.
as far as volunteer work, again, there aint any around c.c;